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Old Nov 07, 2014, 04:25 AM
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Heya all,

I normally don't do this but I'm in serious need of some kind of support. . .
I've been fighting "my demons" today off and on... I won't go into details about what the delusions and hallucinations are, but I can't seem to escape it... I've tried talking, and keeping busy and more...it sucks!!! I have horrid urges, racing thoughts, heart beating fast, feeling really excited yet with some feelings of depression. . . I'm in hopes of beating this... I truly am...it's now 1:25am and yet I'm wide awake! - Angel
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.....day after day....
.....week after week...
....month after month....
It's just so EXHAUSTING!"
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Old Nov 07, 2014, 07:20 AM
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I felt like this recently without the hallucinations. I went inpatient in the middle of the night. Got stabilized. Let us know how you are doing.
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Old Nov 07, 2014, 08:07 AM
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I hope you're doing better now Angel. Can you get in to see somebody? Sending you positive energy.
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Old Nov 07, 2014, 09:34 AM
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I'm sorry. How are you doing right now? You shouldn't have to go through this alone. Is there anyone you can reach out to?
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Old Nov 07, 2014, 09:52 AM
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Even talking on here can help you if you can't talk to anyone where you are right now. We all understand how it is. Those demons that gnaw at your mind. I hope you are feeling more stable now.

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Old Nov 08, 2014, 03:37 PM
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Sorry for the delayed response! I'm doing better now, at least for the most part. I don't go to inpatient, although at times it wouldn't hurt! I gues I just have a huge fear of it..
Thank ya for your concern and reply!

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I felt like this recently without the hallucinations. I went inpatient in the middle of the night. Got stabilized. Let us know how you are doing.
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"Pretending to be 'NORMAL'
Doing your best to act like you're ok...
.....day after day....
.....week after week...
....month after month....
It's just so EXHAUSTING!"
Hugs from:
~Christina
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Old Nov 08, 2014, 03:41 PM
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Yeah, I'm doing a lil better now, and yes I "could" technically get in to see someone, but I'm ok now though! Thank ya for your concern and reply!

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I hope you're doing better now Angel. Can you get in to see somebody? Sending you positive energy.
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"Pretending to be 'NORMAL'
Doing your best to act like you're ok...
.....day after day....
.....week after week...
....month after month....
It's just so EXHAUSTING!"
Hugs from:
~Christina
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Old Nov 08, 2014, 03:49 PM
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I'm doing somewhat better, how are you?? Well, I use to just lock up inside, but reaching out on here helps a lot! This is a very supportive site! Thank ya fir your concern and reply!

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I'm sorry. How are you doing right now? You shouldn't have to go through this alone. Is there anyone you can reach out to?
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"Pretending to be 'NORMAL'
Doing your best to act like you're ok...
.....day after day....
.....week after week...
....month after month....
It's just so EXHAUSTING!"
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Old Nov 08, 2014, 03:52 PM
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Yes! So very true! I am feeling a little more stable now! Thank ya for your concern and reply!

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Even talking on here can help you if you can't talk to anyone where you are right now. We all understand how it is. Those demons that gnaw at your mind. I hope you are feeling more stable now.

Darvula
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"Pretending to be 'NORMAL'
Doing your best to act like you're ok...
.....day after day....
.....week after week...
....month after month....
It's just so EXHAUSTING!"
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