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Old Nov 16, 2014, 11:14 PM
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For me it was having to deal with overstimulation---ringing phones, too many people in my office, and constant interruptions. I don't do well with that. I need quiet and solitude to accomplish what I need to do. I also can't handle rapidly changing priorities, because I like to take on one project at a time and complete it before I go on to something else. Needless to say, I don't thrive in a fast-paced environment.
Right, which is why I ended up working later then everyone else because I needed to get work done. My days were quite commonly 12+ hours with stuffing my face at my desk for lunch while working. And had asked the boss for a schedule so I could get some quality work done and/or a quiet place to work because of the concentration issue. Was turned down. Was made fun of. Was harassed. Very depressing.
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Old Nov 16, 2014, 11:18 PM
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Yep, sounds familiar. My pdoc and I asked for accommodations that would allow me some uninterrupted work time, and that was turned down flat. Right after that I was fired.
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Old Nov 16, 2014, 11:19 PM
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Ya the coffee doesn't help matters, and have you thought about working night shift
That's what my docs tell me to do because there's a genetic component to this. I'm risking lots of health problems by not going with my natural clock. It's like asking a regular person to work night shift.

Unfortunately, there is no night shifts for my field and after completing graduate school and several years in the field, I can't change my profession unfortunately unless I want to earn minimum wage or a few bucks over that. Believe me, I've contemplated this so many times.
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Old Nov 16, 2014, 11:25 PM
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Yep, sounds familiar. My pdoc and I asked for accommodations that would allow me some uninterrupted work time, and that was turned down flat. Right after that I was fired.
Sheesh - me too!!
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Old Nov 16, 2014, 11:36 PM
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Honestly night shift is a nightmare for bps. I was on it and had to transfer departments to get back to days. Other then that. Coworkers and paranoia. High stress jobs aren't good for anyone but worse for bps. Have difficulty handling those personally
It's strange because I'm absolutely completely miserable and drained working day shifts, but it's even worse in the morning hours so that by the time I get home, I'm hypo. It happened consistently. It could be ultradian bipolar, I'm not sure.

I just read this post describing Churchill and I can relate:
What's Worse For Working Bipolars 01-31-11, 09:25 PM #7 fred james
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What's Worse For Working Bipolars Re: Does anyone else wake up drained and depressed most days have tons of energy at n
Winston Churchill was bipolar and this was his schedule during the war: get up at noon, order a few bombing runs, have lunch, take a nap, work a couple hours, have dinner, then work nonstop from 5:00 p.m. to 5:00 a.m. THAT'S the bipolar schedule.
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Thanks for this!
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Old Nov 16, 2014, 11:41 PM
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Managing a job and mental illness is the hardest thing I've had to do, and I hope it gets better someday.
Me too, even when I did not know I had a mental illness.
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Old Nov 16, 2014, 11:50 PM
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I am on the job market again, but not working yet. What I fear the most is having to get up early in the morning. For me, if I sleep enough, I can conquer most things, but underslept, I am completely helpless. Also, I become very anxious when I do not get enough sleep. So I am with you on sleep deprivation causing living hell.
Waking up early, navigating traffic, then trying to get in on time in fear of getting fired - it's puts me in an extreme state of anxiety or a mixed state. Then to work the rest of the day in a complete circus of politics, backstabbing, abusive bosses, noise, and sleep deprivation. I swear that last job I had caused me to cycle much much faster then I ever did before. I'm not seriously the same now.
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