[Mimielam]

Run run run,,,that is what I've been doing since I started to visit this support forum. Running for all kinds of reasons..well it's been months now and I guess I'm stable. not bad stable now...but because of my mom's health issues, (lung cancer and possibly breast cancer) the fact that everything is going fast, she has many appointments, I have more to do for her, and that it is sometimes it's very overwhelming..I'm at risk of living many emotions and overdoing it..not resting, not eating well..ahhh....I'd rather not think about it now. I just know, I'm so grateful that I have some support...I know I'll need more because I'm afraid of what is coming when my mom has her final appointment where we will find out if she can have an operation or if she will have other treatments and how i'm going to deal with all this responsibility....better not think to much about it..that is how I'm coping..one day, one thing at a time.

Anyways, I'll be busy and away from my pc and I just want to wish the participants of this forum Merry Christmas . I know it can be hard for some, it can be a real stressed time, a time with a lot of emotions to live and that also some are alone. so My wish is that you make the best of it, hoping you find peace and strength to get through the day.

[Crazy Hitch]

Hi mimielam

Despite everything that you're going through right now, I wanted to let you know how thankful I am that you took the time out to send christmas greetings to us.

Let us know how it goes with your mum. And keep tabs with us on how you are doing.

Merry Christmas to you and all your loved ones.

Take care v

[Wander]

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Thanks for the wishes. That is tough, regarding your Mum. I really hope you can stay relatively stable during this emotional and stressful time. Take care

[LostMommy227]

I wish you peaceful during Christmas and New year's, as your plate is already quite full.

[Mimielam]

I'm so so grateful that this evening at work it was really really quiet and the manager said whoever wants to leave early it's ok...I jumped on the occasion and called my daughter who was spending Christmas eve with my mother..So I said what are you doing..she says napping..ahh "Have you gone to church?" nope she says grandma is too tired so we are not doing much..So I said well then get ready I'm coming over and we will go together. Well it was really worth going even if we will be together with other family members tomorrow, tonight was special because we've always done the midnight mass thing in our church but this time we where at another church, it was different, it made us laugh a bit, made us smile and actually even if my daughter is not to much into going to church and I only go a few times a years..for some reason this is like a must..and I will really really remember this year..when the quire singers started to sing and we looked at each other..wondering ..hum different words, same tune, ohhh the voice..ahh and That smile on her face ment the world to me. As for mom, well, I guess being in the mood is difficult, she needed the rest. I've got to admit, I wished that mom would have been there..and when they sang one song I cried a bit..ah emotions...Well hope Christmas day is good and better. Good night.

[Tucson]

Merry Christmas!