Trapped

i am feeling trapped in this horrible time zone of depression. yesterday i was trying not to crash but it happened, i crashed..BOOM..i felt like running out of my house and never coming back. and there was my husband talking about buying a house.. telling me look at this one.. oh look at that one...AHHHH.. i don't want to look at anything.. i just want to disappear!! i wanted to tell him that but i couldn't.. what a disappointment.. got married for what now i ask myself.. am i truly happy?? he is great, but i am not well and he cannot see that... or he doesn't want to. i don't blame him, hell i don't want to see it either... i don't want this life anymore..

((((((((((((((agony))))))))))))))))

oh i'm so sorry you feel so bad. i wish i could help, it's such a horrible place to be when you're feeling so low. i'm sending a heart felt huggle and a smooch on your head from the uk. you're such a giving, caring person, if i can do anything or say anything to help please pm me.

you are loved so much in here agony, one step at a time, i'm sure if you sit and talk with your hubby he will be supportive, let him know how you feel.

love ya, jinnyannxoxoxoxoxo

Ag,

Hang in there........I know how it feels when you are in the deepest of the depths of despair. I have been there many, many times...........always thinking that the future is absolutely hopeless & what's the point?

Only the last few days have I felt better. If there is hope for me, man, there is hope for ANYONE!!

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Hope you feel better.

Des