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I do it by drinking, then having energy drinks. I know that this probably isn't the healthiest way to go about things, but I do it infrequently enough (once every couple months) that it is not really habit. And it's mor of a third to last resort.
Anyone else do this?
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No but thanks for the tips lol
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Unintentionally, yet somewhat intentionally. Hard to explain. I don't think I cognitively plan to trigger mania, yet find myself drawn to actions and things that might precipitate it.
Sleep is my primary trigger—or lack of sleep to be exact—and I know it. Sometimes I'll have a week or two period where I can sleep if I attempt to, but I'll get so engrossed in writing a story or watching something on TV, I'll stay up later. I always tell myself one night isn't going to hurt me, and then days later, I've done this six nights in a row and I'm headed for disaster. Basically, the more I feed into this, intentionally or unintentionally, the more I'll trip up, up, up. BUT not always in a good way. Occasionally, I'll get annoyed with myself when the not sleeping is no longer a choice, but rather the main symptom. If I go mixed over manic, or maybe just really dysphoric mania, being unable to sleep drives me nuts. If I'm euphoric manic, however, I take it as a blessing to pursue new activities or a superpower that I can go without sleep while others have to. I always HOPE I'll get the happy high when I do this, but it's like playing Russian roulette with my brain. It took a lot of introspection to uncover this pattern, but it definitely seems to be my mania/mixed trigger. I wish I could just induce hypomania and never go mixed. Speaking of energy drinks, even small amounts of caffeine can trigger me. ![]()
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#4
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I think you explained it just fine. I've been guilty of doing similar things to "accidentally on purpose" induce hypomania. Stupid of me I know, but sometimes I can't resist playing with fire!
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Just a question... Do you feel to flat all the time? maybe your over medicated ? I have been snowed under in the past to where I would poke a big stick at my bipolar because the "flat" became to much.
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Yep, I also play with this fire too often. I do it by not taking sleep meds. I also take in a lot of caffeine. The more I drink, the faster I zoom.
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Caffiene!!
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I do it. I have stopped drinking and doing any other "hard" drugs (legal or illegal). I don't even have caffeine more than a couple of times a month in general. However, Every once in a while, I will pound down some red bull before going out to just feel that crazy stir up.
I really only take melatonin every so often to help sleep and I've established a few good habits so I guess I've been somewhat disturbed by the flat as well. Sometimes, I just want a bit of a rush, that level of drive and passion that I already know to be evil. So I go out when I haven't slept enough and/or drink red bull. Maybe we each just need to schedule some vacation time. Go somewhere a little different and be a little crazy with no schedule for a few days. Nothing criminal or overly dangerous (a little danger isn't the worst thing ![]() Last edited by themuna; Feb 09, 2015 at 02:10 PM. |
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Caffeine all the way!!! Did it today, oops
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Nothing i think besides extreme stress or playing with meds really triggered mania for me
It usually just comes when it wants but close to an autumn/spring sorta schedule But when im already going tht way...caffeine no sleep Going out keeps that train a rollin
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I boost my AD by 10 mg. I'll feel it in several hours!
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Lack of sleep. I have sleep meds now, but I'll give myself some excuse not to use them, or use DVDs I'll watch a movie instead of going to bed, or use a book, got finish it before I sleep.....lots of excuses to not sleep
Now that I'm accepting that, yes I'm BP I'm better about getting my sleep. There's something strangely empowering about accepting the label.
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#13
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Not deliberately only because my hypomania is the irritable, angry type. No fun at all.
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Yeah, I'm guilty of that method also.
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The one manic-ish episode I can identify was horrible and I never want to feel out of control like that again. It scared me to death. It was a combination of dreadful life events that induced it, so I definitely don't want to go trying to induce it again like that.
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