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Old Feb 18, 2015, 02:14 AM
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I have been bipolar for 16yrs and amcrashing. No feelings of self worth. Feel like suicide. I don't knowwhat to do. I am on meds and everything but just don't feel like anything is worth anything any more. I am on social security disability and my hobby--genealogy--just doesn't interest me any more.

I tried suiced twice in the past 1990 and 1994 and feel like I am going there again. Just feel like nothing is worthwhile.

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Old Feb 18, 2015, 12:09 PM
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Maybe its best if you go impatient. I would hate the thought of anything happening to you. We are all brothers/ sisters in this struggle.
Keep fighting. Dont give up.
Ive felt like you before but im so glad i got help . Go inpatient or seek help
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Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
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Old Feb 18, 2015, 12:31 PM
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Go to the hospital. I'm crashing as well. But I have stuff to do. Pay rent and such. Before going to the hospital.
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Old Feb 18, 2015, 05:04 PM
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Go to the hospital for admission.
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Old Feb 18, 2015, 09:27 PM
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I was where you are several months ago. A week of inpatient was what I needed to get me started back in the right direction. Please go, now---don't delay, or you may talk yourself out of it. Wishing you the best.
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Old Feb 18, 2015, 09:37 PM
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How you are feeling is clouding your judgement. I agree with the others it may be best that you go IP for a breather until this settles down, and it will settle down. Do you see your pdoc soon? Os there a crisis line you can call? This is serious stuff. I know when I feel that way I am a definite danger to myself and need to be in a secure environment until it blows over as I cannot be trusted on my own. Take what ever steps you can to keep yourself safe. We all care here at PC.
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