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Feb 18, 2015, 09:23 PM
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I don't want to do it anymore. I just don't care to try and fix myself. I am off my meds that didn't work anyway, and I don't care about what ever happens... I keep seeing things and hearing voices and I just want to run. I want this energy to go away. I will travel back in time to when I was little and my mom loved me. I feel like I am going crazy, but I am passed the point of caring.
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
 Crazy Hitch, Gray Rider, Wander
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Feb 18, 2015, 09:28 PM
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Wow, I would be lying if I said I didn't relate to everything in this post. I am also on my way off my meds, but there are things you can still do. Try going to therapy and learn ways to manage the bipolar unmedicated. A lot of people on the forum are pretty successful being off the medications. I think that we can work hard and be in that category with them. I know it all seems bleak and weary but you can do it. Don't give up.
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Feb 19, 2015, 12:48 AM
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I don't even want to try therapy anymore. I have been in and out since I was 7 and I just feel like such a burden. My mom isn't sleeping because I can't, and I have been so rude and angry lately. I just can't control my body anymore. I don't believe that I am fixable anymore.
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
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Feb 19, 2015, 01:58 AM
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((((((((((((secretgalery)))))))))))))
HANG IN THERE I know it's hard. It won't be hard forever. 
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