[butterflypower]

I remember my first hallucination was when I was about 4. I was sitting at the computer playing games. It was late. About 3 or 4 in the morning. Suddenly, I hear something in the bathroom. I looked over and this lady walked out. She was tall and pale skin. She wore a black dress and had black eyes. We stared at each other for about 5 minutes. Then she walked into the the living room. I jumped into the bed with my mom and hid underneath the covers. That was the most vivid hallucination I had. I was thinking about it, and I thought I had problems back then. I think I had a lot of hallucinations when I was younger. Now, I haven't had any but I haven't stayed up all night in awhile. I just wanted to share this because it's just strange.

[secretgalaxy]

I had the same hallucination with a pale skinned woman dressed in a black dress with black eyes! It started when I was 5 or 6 and continued until middle school. She use to come from my bathroom and stand next to my bed and watch me for what seemed like hours. Then she would go back into my bathroom and sink into my floor or go into the mirror. I would go for days without sleep as a kid because of her. I would try to sleep during the day as much as could. Thank God I stopped seeing her when I got older. Now I am very manic and I am seeing different hallucinations again and I strongly believe right now that people are out to get me. It is really weird that we had the same hallucination as a kid...

[butterflypower]

I saw her that one time. Then again in middle school, too! She peeked around a corner then. It's so strange that we saw her! She was really freaky looking.
I feel like people are out to get me as well. I feel like everyone hates me and that my family is plotting to steal my money because I'm 'crazy'. I also feel like my boyfriend is cheating on me. I saw a girl flirt with him earlier. I'm like 'Why would she do that? Are you cheating on me?"
Back to that lady. I always say if I see her again I will talk to her but I haven't seen her since middle school. I want to ask her questions.

[butterflypower]

Also, these random numbers keep calling me and I feel like they are out to get me.

[LDB1]

I have auditory hallucinations. I hear someone calling my name or having conversations that I just cant make out in a quiet room. Sometime I get visual hallucinations also but they are limited to seeing movement from the corner of my eye but nothing is there.

[secretgalaxy]

I would never have the courage to talk to her because her presence was so scary it left me completely numb and breathless. She made the whole room freezing and the look in her eyes were literally hell itself. Glad she stopped seeing me, haha. But it is weird that we saw the same woman! Did she ever smile at you? One time she did to me and her teeth were pointed and freaky. Ugh, I am not sleeping to night...

Anyway, random numbers keep calling me too! And at the worst times, like in class, or somewhere quiet, etc. I feel like it is a person from the government or something. I feel like the government has been watching me since I got of the hospital and is trying to get me back in it. While I had fun there, I am not going back. I don't believe that everyone hates me, but I feel like they can read my thoughts sometimes.

[butterflypower]

Ew no she never smiled, but she did have that prescence about her. I would freeze. I never screamed, but I would freeze. She was scary, but I kind of want to say something next time I see her. I bet I would just freeze up if I ever do again though.
Was she kind of tall?

I feel the exact way about the numbers. I feel like the government is after me because I haven't paid the hospital. They leave creepy robotic voicemails.

[secretgalaxy]

Originally Posted by LDB1

I have auditory hallucinations. I hear someone calling my name or having conversations that I just cant make out in a quiet room. Sometime I get visual hallucinations also but they are limited to seeing movement from the corner of my eye but nothing is there.

I have those too, especially my name. It is so annoying when no one is in the house and I will hear my name being yelled from across my house...

Ew no she never smiled, but she did have that prescence about her. I would freeze. I never screamed, but I would freeze. She was scary, but I kind of want to say something next time I see her. I bet I would just freeze up if I ever do again though.
Was she kind of tall?

I feel the exact way about the numbers. I feel like the government is after me because I haven't paid the hospital. They leave creepy robotic voicemails.

I would always scream right after she would leave, but before then I would not be able to move at all. And yea she is decently tall, probably around 5'10''.

Thankfully, our insurance paid the mental hospital, but not the emergency one, so we have to figure out how to pay that... I feel like they just are waiting for me to have a psychotic break and they are giving me mind controlling devices to cause it and if I stop it, then they will put me back anyway... I don't know which one to do...

[Supersonic]

How many other people here have the peripheral vision hallucinations? I was going to ask if these are considered hallucinations or not, but saw someone mention this already in the thread. I am constantly thinking I see Someone or something walk past quickly only to find nothing is there. I have never had obvious hallucinations so didn't know if this is part of BP.

[butterflypower]

I think we did have the same hallucination then. It's so weird.
My boyfriend told me that we are being controlled by evil scientists and the lady was an evil scientist. Thank you my boyfriend.

[secretgalaxy]

Originally Posted by Supersonic

How many other people here have the peripheral vision hallucinations? I was going to ask if these are considered hallucinations or not, but saw someone mention this already in the thread. I am constantly thinking I see Someone or something walk past quickly only to find nothing is there. I have never had obvious hallucinations so didn't know if this is part of BP.

I get those all the time! I mostly have those and small visual and auditory hallucinations during the day and at night they get much worse. I don't know if the peripheral ones are considered hallucinations or not, but me personally would say yes.

[secretgalaxy]

Originally Posted by butterflypower

I think we did have the same hallucination then. It's so weird.
My boyfriend told me that we are being controlled by evil scientists and the lady was an evil scientist. Thank you my boyfriend.

That is really weird... Well at least we are not alone!

That would make sense though with her being a scientist and all.

[butterflypower]

It's nice to know we're not alone.

[LDB1]

Originally Posted by Supersonic

How many other people here have the peripheral vision hallucinations? I was going to ask if these are considered hallucinations or not, but saw someone mention this already in the thread. I am constantly thinking I see Someone or something walk past quickly only to find nothing is there. I have never had obvious hallucinations so didn't know if this is part of BP.

In my case my psyche doc says they are, and I still have them everyday. I had worse visual hallucinations when I was hospitalized but I was pretty sick at the time.

[Mr. Radio]

I saw her out of the conner of my eye during my first break. She was in black and white. like a ghost.

[secretgalaxy]

Originally Posted by Mr. Radio

I saw her out of the conner of my eye during my first break. She was in black and white. like a ghost.

Maybe she is a bipolar demon that follows anyone with bipolar...

[Velouria]

I see things out of the corner of my eye all the time. I always thought that was normal. I see figures walking by, then look up and there's no one there...Again, always thought it was normal. It's not?

The only vivid hallucination I know was definitely a hallucination happened when I was very young. I saw an alien in my laundry room while I was in my basement watching TV. It knocked on the door and waved at me. I shot up the stairs and when I saw my mom, I felt better, and only told her I got scared because I heard her making noise. I didn't tell her I saw anything.

I also used to think my house was haunted, and there was one particular chair that, if I looked at it long enough, I could see it move.

There are times when I feel like I'm being watched, or that there's something in the room with me, and there's no one around.

[Tucson]

I thought I was seeing those "shadow people". This happened when I was young. Back then I did not understand anything about MI. I just thought I was losing my mind. So it was a hallucination? Interesting.