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Apr 20, 2015, 07:40 PM
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If any of you remember, I was pretty manic a little over a month ago, but fell into a pretty bad depression. Got back into SIing, suicidal thoughts, and just no energy to function properly. Well, my friend forced me to prom and so I had to stop SIing for a week so that my arm who's look decent in a dress. Well, during the week I got really bad with suicidal thoughts and felt super stressed. Went to prom which was alright, and then afterwards went to a dance club and slept over at my friend's house. Got home around 4 am, and slept until 7 and then I was ready to go. Once my friends woke up, we went to get breakfast and I went home around 12. Passed out for two hours, got up and did a ton of homework. Today, I was in such a good mood and did even more homework, and now I'm ahead in two of my classes, vacuumed my house, and trained my dog to pick up a light bulb and a dime!
 I can't wait for another girls' night out, and wish I could do more homework, haha. TRIGGER WARNING: -------------------------------- The only problem is that I am getting thoughts that kind of go like this: "Man, this is great time to die since I am so happy!" "That plan sure sounds good right now. I could be free forever!" -------------------------------- I don't know what is going on with my mind...
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
 Anonymous48690, ferncoco, Homeira, JaiHanaLakshmi, Nammu, Skywalking, wildflowerchild25
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#2
Apr 20, 2015, 11:01 PM
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That sounds like the definition of a mixed episode to me. I'm sorry you're having to deal with it. It sounds like you may need a med adjusted.
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Apr 20, 2015, 11:17 PM
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Im so happy you got a lot done omg! ^3^
I have a question, I think I may need more meds, because although I dont get depressed as deep as I used to, I still get extremely high, and more often to the point where I cant think, Ive been up for 2 weeks going to bed at 6am and waking up at 9am. I know im going to crash soon, but how do you do it? I graduate from college next month, but im falling behind and all my classes are killing me (15 cred). Should I tell my professors exactly whats going on so they dont think im just being lazy and not getting stuff done? I HAVE to graduate. I worked my *** off for 4 years and if this doesnt happen, I KNOW im going to go and do something stupid like reckless driving or running in traffic. Thanks for any kind of help.
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____________________________ Narcoleptic | Type 1 Bpd | GAD 300mg lithium carbonate 200 mg provigil I WILL NOT be defined or controlled by my illness, but kind to others and give my best.    
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| Anonymous48690, Homeira, secretgalaxy
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Apr 20, 2015, 11:19 PM
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This is making me think I should go get my meds checked out because I am having the same issues right now [generally]
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____________________________ Narcoleptic | Type 1 Bpd | GAD 300mg lithium carbonate 200 mg provigil I WILL NOT be defined or controlled by my illness, but kind to others and give my best.
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| Homeira, secretgalaxy
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Apr 21, 2015, 02:36 AM
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Sounds like me in beginning stage of hypomania. take care of you and try to slow down a bit.
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Apr 21, 2015, 10:19 AM
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False alarm... I think I was just hyped from no sleep. Last night I slept 10 hours and am still too tired to do anything. Thankfully I got a lot done yesterday. Usually my depressions last a quite a few months, so I thought it was weird to suddenly jump out of it so quickly.
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I appreciate your help.... But even you can't save me from myself. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Med cocktail: Geodon 40 mg
Dapakote 1500 mg |
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#7
Apr 21, 2015, 01:14 PM
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Glad you are feeling better!
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| secretgalaxy
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