[Toodles333]

I'm waiting on the phone call about my assessment last week. She said I would be given medication today.

I've been up and down for 2 days now. I became very desperate on Sunday for an hour. I would have made an attempt if I'd had medication in my home. I was "hyper" within an hour of this incident. I am concerned how "matter of fact" I am about this.

I spoke with my mother about this yesterday and told her I wasn't going to be comfortable keeping medication at home. I need to discuss this today with whomever calls me, but I'm nervous of the implications of this conversation.

I've just cancelled a job I had booked in to deal with this today. I feel the urge to go out and drink and buy some clothes, but I know I must deal with this. Maybe I'll spend some money later.

T.

[Iamalioness]

Hi Toodles. I have to say, good for you for being proactive about not having meds in the house! That's not easy, especially when you're feeling low. So kudos. I hope you get that phone call soon!

[Toodles333]

18:30 and nobody has contacted me.

Feeling pretty lonely right now.

[tentoedsloth]

People are reading your message but there's not much to say but "I hope you get what you need." If that's the kind of lonely you feel.

[Toodles333]

Originally Posted by tentoedsloth

People are reading your message but there's not much to say but "I hope you get what you need." If that's the kind of lonely you feel.

I have no idea what you are talking about.

[Toodles333]

Spoke to my MHT today. Still no medication. I have to go and see a Psychiatrist. Possibly next week.