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May 09, 2015, 03:42 PM
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I'm in no way, shape or form a religious man, but does anybody else believe that there is something or someone "up there" playing with their lives? I told my counsellor that when I go "up" and "down", It feels like I'm being taken over by an imposter.
It's only the past few weeks that I've started to think a bit deeper about this. I hate whatever it is "up there". I look up and talk to them/it. I tell them/it they've not beaten me yet. I taunt them/it. I call them/it the c word and laugh. This has happened a few times. It's happened tonight, which is why I've written this post. Can anybody relate? |
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#2
May 09, 2015, 04:45 PM
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Are you manic right now?
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD. “No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” ― Aristotle |
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May 09, 2015, 07:04 PM
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I was going to ask, are you having a psychosis situation?
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#4
May 09, 2015, 07:57 PM
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Manic: Yes
Psychotic: No I'm not hearing voices or seeing things. It's always a one way conversation. A few things have happened lately that seem too strange. Much more than coincidence. I got a message in a fortune cookie a few nights ago which really freaked me out. These are all negative signs which make me relive recent and past trauma. I feel I'm being mocked and humiliated by whatever is up there. |
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#5
May 09, 2015, 08:08 PM
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Quote:
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#6
May 09, 2015, 08:18 PM
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My GP can not treat me for my mental illness any longer. I was assessed a couple of weeks ago and I'm now waiting on a psychiatrist appointment.
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May 09, 2015, 08:30 PM
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 ...that is a bad spot. I hope you get in quickly. In the meantime, if your symptoms worsen so badly they become unmanageable, you can go to the closest ER. I hope you find relief and mindful rest soon.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#8
May 09, 2015, 09:39 PM
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Please tell us more about the message in the fortune cookie, which resonates with my own brush with an ancient Chinese secret.
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May 10, 2015, 03:31 AM
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May 10, 2015, 03:36 AM
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Last edited by Toodles333; May 10, 2015 at 04:12 AM. |
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May 10, 2015, 09:31 AM
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You could be experience a type of psychosis. If it begins to get worse and you don't think you can make it until your pdoc appointment I would say go to the nearest ER. They have to evaluate you; you may need IP treatment to get established on medications.
 
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