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#26
May 29, 2015, 08:14 PM
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I'm so very sorry. I wish you comfort in this terrible time.
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#27
May 29, 2015, 08:22 PM
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I'm so sorry. You are in my prayers.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#28
May 29, 2015, 08:39 PM
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I'm so sorry
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#29
May 30, 2015, 07:19 AM
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Thank you everyone for your support and condolences. Yesterday I couldn't do much, I was crying since 5:30a. Today is just a tad bit better. I'm sure it will come in waves. My husband and I had such a great few days before he died. I had told him I was feeling depressed and for once he didn't yell at me or get mad or get scared. He just hugged me and told me he loved me more than anything in the world. He ticked me into bed; he cleaned, he made dinner, he gave our son a bath, everything. He was amazing and I just remember thinking how lucky I was to have him. Unfortunately he couldn't deal with his own pain and turned to drugs, not knowing it would be his last time. He never would have done that to me if he had known. I just hope he stays with me in spirit now.
I'm not alone. My mother and brother have been great. My sister in law and her husband have taken Care of all the arrangements for me because I couldn't face it. I'll get through this day by day, minute by minute. Yesterday I had a period of intense thoughts of going after him - going to be with him again. But I can't leave my son with no parents and I never will. So I just stayed busy and stayed with people until the moment passed. That's what I will do. I've never been able to reach out to people when I'm feeling like that but that has to change. I've got to help myself for my son. I can't let him grow up like I did, all alone. Thanks again everyone. I will need your continued support through all of this.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
 Anonymous200280, Anonymous45023, BeyondtheRainbow, Espurr1989, Homeira, kindachaotic, lunaticfringe, Nammu, raspberrytorte, Wander
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#30
May 30, 2015, 10:08 AM
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You are a great mom, wildflower. Your son is lucky to have you.
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A tamed mind is the key to happiness. -Fortune Cookie Med Free Since June 30th, 2016 due to a miscarriage. Sweet child of mine, you have set me free. |
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#31
May 30, 2015, 10:24 AM
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I'm so sorry for your loss, wildflowerchild. Sending thoughts your way.
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#32
May 30, 2015, 11:25 AM
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I'm so sorry, I am thinking of you.
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#33
May 30, 2015, 02:57 PM
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Thoughts, prayers and hugs to you and your family!
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#34
May 30, 2015, 03:44 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending prayers and good thoughts.
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May 30, 2015, 04:44 PM
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I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure you can find the strength to deal with this situation. Please take care.
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#36
May 30, 2015, 10:50 PM
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You have been at the forefront of my thoughts wildflower. I admire your strength and coping, knowing that you cant leave your son. I wish there was something I could do for you, know that we are all here for you when you need us. I am glad your family is being so supportive.
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