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lower and lower... i feel like total @!#% ...
medicines cant be helping any.... pdoc appointment in july, all i can do is cry to my case manager and pray she talks with the doctor for me im having self harm intrusive thoughts, depression.... no motivation or strive to do anything besides sleep... and at the same time obsessing very much over whats happening to me... i think im starting to have another mixed episode... as i cant directly explain what im going through.... why cant i have some good feelings, euphoria, i need a break from this all...
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fight it,, don't give in to it...((((hugs))))
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Can you get on the cancellation call list and see if you can get into your Pdocs earlier?
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Right there with you. I wish you peace and comfort. Also, when you're not able to explain how you feel, is that how you know you're mixed? Cause I am feeling that way right now as well. Can't put it into words.
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