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Jun 01, 2015, 01:09 AM
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I've always been symbolic of the most interesting person in the world by the radical directions that I go where I have followers.
Now I feel invisible, common, sediment. My crazii was my identity. Crazii makes sense, stability don't. What should I do? !! I'm so ready to let go of control and roll. I can so fake normal because nobody cares. I've gotten away with it for 35 years. So tempting |
 elevatedsoul, jacky8807
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Jun 01, 2015, 01:33 AM
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Sure its tempting, but then you will come around and be like WTF? and have to pick up the pieces again.
I say give yourself time to be stable, to have a good stretch of baseline and get your footing back. Bp'ers are notorious for shooting ourselves in the foot 
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Jun 01, 2015, 01:43 AM
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Jun 01, 2015, 01:48 AM
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Sure you can detox and find out , but I would imagine it will end the same as last time.. If I'm not mistaken it almost ruined your marriage.... Maybe things will be different, but is it really worth the risk?
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Jun 01, 2015, 01:58 AM
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Jun 01, 2015, 02:05 AM
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Wow. So what's going on. Here's my input. Don't screw with it. Period.
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Jun 01, 2015, 09:36 AM
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being at baseline can def be wierd and sure we lost all our superpowers lol
but we lose depression, we lose the fake superpowers that led to trouble and back sliding over and over again. its not real...the crazy powers and excitement of it all is not real so if we can get ourselves stable and then find a new way....what do we really enjoy love aspire to ....what can we do without "crazY" bringing up two steps back. we still have our unique minds that i really think bipolar brings but it dosent have to be in crisis we can do whatever we want we just have to find our REAL passions and find peace in well....being at peace disclaimer: unless you are medicated to zombie mode that is a totally different ball game love you CHANGING 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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