If you could change one aspect of your life right now - What would you change?

The return of my honor, dignity and others' trust wouldn't be bad, but I'd settle for a better ability to recognize and accept my limitations. It'd be sweet if my MIL stopped huffing four cartons of cigarettes a month.

I just want to be normal.

Angelique – I understand. Sometimes it can be really hard to juggle the demands of everyday life whilst we are trying to manage the symptoms of our MI

THE16THDOCTOR – Hang in there – we’re all here for you!

lunaticfringe – there are times that I wish I didn’t have my MI too – usually when it lands me in trouble. Otherwise most of the time I’m just over the fact that I have it so I just “deal” with it (insert sarcastic emoji in my tone at how I view my own personal MI)

rasperrytorte – sometimes I really don’t know either so you’re not alone in this thought

Skywalking – keep the faith! You never know what’s in store for you if you keep believing

lovejoy – I’d love love love for my symptoms to be somewhat less severe too

Angry – here’s hoping that you do get some free time or time to express yourself more creatively – I find painting abstract paintings of nature pretty cool because it’s hard to paint a “flaw” if it’s one painted of nature

(((BipolarNurse))) – I’m really sorry to hear that – we’re right behind you 100% of the way

BlackSheep – the point you make about being aware that life could be so much worse, yes, I think this frequently too and I’m reminded of what’s out there by looking at simple Millennium Goals that the United Nations has in place for 2015 and how even they haven’t quite 100% met each target, it’s a sad world we live in when you view it as a whole

(((Christina))) – I know that you care deeply about your husband and I wish for you too that he wasn’t in so much pain so that the burden will be less for you to worry about

Lefty the Salesman – Hang I there! I always say – “Dream Big and your Deeds will Grow”

Soul Oak – so so true – I’d love to be “normal”! As Sally in Forest Gump said: “What’s normal anyway?”

I wish I had the $100's of thousands of dollars of my inheritance I blew on nonsense. With my 3+yr stability and the way I run my life now...I would be on easy street.

(((Chickenkicker))) - we all make mistakes. I'm sorry that you had to suffer.

I'm glad to hear you're 3+ years stable.

Keep going strong!

real world friends..... but thank God I have you guys....

I have a lot of regret but I am learning to leave it behind.

If I could change one thing it would be my pattern of thinking. I hate being paranoid all he time...