[LettinG0]

Just struggling. I've gone from extreme hypo impulsive stupidity to severe depression....now it appears I'm mixed. Want to crawl in a hole and disappear but would probably explode into a million pieces before I could get there.

Finally got insurance. Called this morning to try to get into a new clinic. They don't do intakes on Fridays. Have to wait til Monday.....that seems like such a loooonnnnnggggg time away...but what are they going to do for me anyway???

Just don't wanna be here or do this today.....

[gayleggg]

I can sympathize with you. I'm feeling pretty much the same and have to wait until Tuesday to see my pdoc. So I know what it's like to have what seems like a long time to wait.

I try to find things to distract me, but it is hard.

I'm glad you got health insurance. Hopefully you will see someone soon. I hope you get some relief soon.

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[LettinG0]

Originally Posted by gayleggg

I can sympathize with you. I'm feeling pretty much the same and have to wait until Tuesday to see my pdoc. So I know what it's like to have what seems like a long time to wait.

I try to find things to distract me, but it is hard.

I'm glad you got health insurance. Hopefully you will see someone soon. I hope you get some relief soon.

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Thank you. I know Monday is not really not that far off but I am just anxious in general about trying to get a new pdoc and treatment team together so that doesn't help.

When I get like this, I just want to run. What I really need is for someone to tie me in my seat and force me to concentrate on what I need to be doing

[raspberrytorte]

I can sympathize with you too.

I'm depressed and agitated and I can't concentrate on anything which makes me feel frustrated and just adds to my agitation and depression. And I'm angry and want to destroy someone.

I hope you're able to get in to see someone soon and they'll be able to help. Hugs.

[LettinG0]

Originally Posted by raspberrytorte

I can sympathize with you too.

I'm depressed and agitated and I can't concentrate on anything which makes me feel frustrated and just adds to my agitation and depression. And I'm angry and want to destroy someone.

I hope you're able to get in to see someone soon and they'll be able to help. Hugs.

Thank you. I'm sorry you are going through this too. I feel so irritable as well. I feel alone; but, don't want to talk to anyone....how can that make sense?

Hope you feel better soon too!

[Crazy Hitch]

Yeah some days I want to run and hide too.

It sucks.

It makes sense when you say you don't want to talk to anyone today - just where your headspace is at.

As your status update says - don't forget "Keep hanging on"

[cashart10]

I know how you are feeling. I hope they CAN do something for you quickly on Monday!