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#1
Jun 14, 2015, 11:40 PM
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Great, I've discovered I'm bipolar. Fine, I'm good with that......but, come to find out, I've got others now that since the moody crazy has stabilized, and it's obvious.
I'm confused. Being off meds and unstabile meant blessed relief. But I don't know if it will be the same? I want to go back to the ignorance. They way we've lived for eternity. Reality isn't real, and hasn't been since I was born. I think the others would say the same, maybe not. Forever mixed up and confused. That's my new theme 
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#2
Jun 14, 2015, 11:59 PM
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I don't think you'll be forever mixed up.
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Jun 15, 2015, 01:01 AM
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I'm sorry that you feel confused.
There are many things that confuse me about myself, trying to wrap my head around bipolar. Some of the things I do / say - well it can seem somewhat confusing if I sit back and reflect. You are right. Being stable is relief. Ignorance can sometimes feel like bliss but reality will always be around the corner and we will see reality soon. Sometimes reality does seem like an illusion. You may not have much clarity today. Some days are just like this. It can feel clouded. It doesn't last forever, usually. I wish for you to understand what's going on right now
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Jun 15, 2015, 01:02 AM
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Yeah, ignorance would be nice. It's not gonna happen but it would be nice.
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Jun 15, 2015, 09:49 AM
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i hope you feel better soon alwayschang
i have found the more education i get the more i am able to control the illness but it usually comes down to if i really want to or not. Instability becomes addictive no doubt but it wreaks havoc for us and all around us. Im trying and i hope you keep trying too
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Jun 15, 2015, 11:14 AM
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Sorry AC2 - keep posting and sharing - at least that helps some I think.
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Jun 15, 2015, 11:46 AM
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Ignorance wasn't all that nice for me.
Not that non-ignorance has been that great either. Can't win. Hope you feel better (all of you).
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#8
Jun 15, 2015, 11:50 AM
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Hey thanks y'all. I'm feeling better now. You know how it is, it comes and goes.
The problem I have is knowing that I'm bipolar and is part of multiples, that I'm not a full time individual. Before now everything was hidden behind denial and untreated bipolar. Once we got stabile, the rest of it became obvious. There's no going back. I do enjoy the stability, it's just the entire package, that's all. Just because I accept it doesn't mean I have to like it. It's a new day! 
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Jun 15, 2015, 01:56 PM
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Thank you so much for sharing you unique experience here. You add something special here. I found your original post to be poetic and moving. I'm glad you feel better today. As I just said in Toodles thread. This stuff is the ultimate mind****.
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Jun 15, 2015, 03:51 PM
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I love this statement you made AlwaysChanging -
"Just because I accept it doesn't mean I have to like it." There's things I don't like about this too. Agreed! (Megan Fox agrees too  )I just have to find a gif - I'm pretty sure she's in Eminem's Love the way you Lie music video 
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