INTRUSIVE thoughts anyone?

Even day to day is a struggle with my mind...like I said lately it's been what my other half is doing.. it's taking everything I have not to ask 1000 questions on what he has done all day. Did you stop for some drinks with his coworker...didn't meet up with someone? How many times was he on fb and who did he talk to. Is he texting another girl...does he love me...is he mad at me..why haven't you text me through out the day like I have. UHHHHHHH
Why can't I just enjoy our love and relationship and not worry 24 7 even tho he hasn't done anything.

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Freaking out...uhhhh

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I am in a truck by myself a lot during the day , ... so I just voice them out loud , ... hearing them seems to soften them some , ... at bedtime I just have to chemically turn my brain off , ...

Why do i freak out and think horrible thoughts if my babes wants to go to the movies while i work?!?!?

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I'm trying to be happy while we our

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But I'm not

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Ever since I was 9 years old... SI... HI... hypersexualized thoughts... self defeating... thoughts of being attacked....

I get in my hypersexual moods..I call it my monster

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Me too. It feels like my brain is my enemy

we can hopefully help each other through some of it.
my doc has doubled my meds for the time being, hes lowering the one slightly soon though, then two months time he'll reaccess.

I always worry that every time I say, "Good Bye." It will be the last. I also think of all kinds of random stuff I don't like thinking about.

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I wish I didn't have to live like this...
Uhhhh...it would just be easier to go. I could never be brave enough to do it tho.

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Yes, while I was pregnant! It was horror. I lost 17 lbs while pregnant because of it. I couldn't wait to have my son. One of the scariest times of my life. Thank goodness I had a wonderful therapist that I could call any time of the day and talk with me. My best friend lived right down the street and was home bound for about 2 months due to a serious surgery and I would go over there and spend the day with her. I was really thankful to have so much support. Hang in there. Meds do help as well.

Thoughts of things I would never do, offensive words I can't repeat here (think offensive names for groups of people, whose rights I support), doing things that are socially unacceptable.

It's like the irrational part of my brain is declaring war on the rational one that keeps me from behaving in bizarre and socially unacceptable ways.

It's exhausting.

Uhhh...
First time I ever inflicted pain on myself
Is this where it begins...or ends

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I'm presently pregnant and I've been struggling with this to the extent that I am miserable! I'm relieved to hear that it's likely related... thank you.

I actually fantasize about terribly negative situations in a sort of theatrical detail in-between being plagued with hurtful memories that have since been entirely resolved.

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Yes, intrusive thoughts occur for me even during conversations with people, then my boyfriend tells me I never listen to him when he is talking to me bc I dont remember what he said exactly.

Oh yes, it's very common when people have psychiatric issues and then get pregnant. The hormones trigger it. There are several support boards for it. That helped save me too! I'm so sorry that you are going through it especially since you are limited on medication that could help it. Thinking about you! You can msg me if you need to talk about it.

These all sound like they could be part of GAD or anxiety?

<3 ty!

Never really thought about it, but mine tend to be how everyone hates me or how something bad is about to happen. I am my own worst enemy.

Normal? Of course it is. Search Google - How a person with Bipolar thinks. Top article tells you, and some other articles below that. Obsessive thoughts all the time are normal. Training thoughts one after another is normal. Test show Bipolar people have more obsessive compulsive thoughts. BP people think in extremes. I have said over and over, so called normal people could read that there, and would still not understand what it is to be Bipolar.

I get them too, sometimes more than others. I will talk to my mom or bf about some of the thoughts, others I try to ignore. It is incredibly annoying though. It feels like a reflex in my mind that I can't control.