mean

everyone says im mean......... my family, my b/f, my friend, ...... i dont mean to be.... like this morning... (4:30 am) was getting ready to take my b/f to work..... i had just woke up didnt want to be messes with.. and he trys to hug me and poke at me... i told him get off me...... he was like ur mean... and i said no i just dont want to be messed with this mornging.... then i went to open the door and his bag of dirty uniforms that hes taking to get cleaned was infront of the door before i realized what i was did i kicked them out of my way....... and once again he was like ur MEAN..... half the time i dont even realize what im doing...... like when my mom asks me questions sometimes i snap at her not meaing to... its just the way i am.... me and my t were talking about it yesterday .... and she said shes going to try and work on it with me.... i just get tired of hearing that im mean..... sorry for babling......

you know what? my girlfriend is like that a lot of the time.. it used to really get to me (i can't handle other people being irritated, it makes me really uneasey for some reason) but when we actually talked about it it started to get to me less and less..

I think, maybe as well as talking to your t about it, more communication with your family? Dunno. that always seems to be the answer these days.. communicating.

Sorry for the massively inapropreate reply - i go off on a tangent sometimes. hehe. just wanted to say It makes sense, and dont beat yerself up about it!

xooxxoxo

I'm guessing you are not a morning person? Are all these people indicating this during all parts of the day?

its not just the morning.. its not everyday they say it but it feels like it...... i hate having a mood disorder... every littlest think can make me snap...... but i can say that im not as bad as i used to be......

I'm glad you can recognize when and how often ... glad too that it is not as bad as it use to be...

Maybe when your up to it - you can discuss with b/f how the word mean effects you...