post something that you miss?

I miss my memory I find myself staring into space a lot at work trying to remember what I was going to do.

All hobbies with exception to gaming. Anything that requires a lot of set up and thinking before doing the actual hobby makes me just say 'forget it' most of the time. Luckily games are just a push of a button and mouse click away. Although, I have been too depressed to even do that.

good rest.

being able to leave the house. (i hate having agoraphobia!)

I miss being able to read a good book. I have lost the ability to sustain focus long enough to get engaged with the plot of a novel. I have read 1000's of books over the course of my life, and I thought it was the medication that was making it difficult, but I've been off meds for 9 months, and I still have trouble with it.

All of this. Also my self esteem and confidence. I am so afraid of trying to work again once my meds are all straight because new jobs are stressful and stress is a huge trigger for me. I'm not even sure what kind of job I can do anymore.

I thought that was only me! Sometimes I sound drunk!

Me too! I can only focus on simple comedy books and non-fiction. The things I used to read i can't focus on anymore. Totally sucks

I miss the doubt I had last night , ... knowing is not always the best thing ..

I miss a lot of things... I miss being able to work more than 20 hours a week without breaking down. I miss having friends to go out and do things with. I miss not having to lie to my family about being ok. I miss having the energy and motivation to clean my entire apartment in one go. I miss being able to function on less than 10 hours of sleep. I miss finding joy in hobbies like reading or drawing. But most of all... I miss feeling like I'm capable of taking care of myself. I just don't think I can anymore.

I miss fishing, which I will do more this fall.
I miss my crazy ex gf, all of them actually.

this all so deppressing.. wow. I guess Im lucky to still have a good memory

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I miss my joyful mood. I used to find joy in such small things. Now everything just feels heavy, like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders.

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Driving without anxiety and panic. I remember cruising around with the windows down, radio up, relaxed and enjoying the scenery.
Wth happened?

i miss....... hmmm..... i miss... not sure, really... i think i miss being a child... although, im trying to learn to be grateful for everything else... seems like the actual thing ive been "missing" in my life...

maybe then ill have individual reasons to miss individual things but every reason not to miss anything... :P

I miss my old weight and my old pretty self. I miss my old job and the comfort having it, the freedoms and the fact that I did it well. I miss having a life and being out there in the world.

But I think its important to put what I don't miss. I don't miss being an alcoholic depressed psychotic mess!

I think overall, the things I miss would be nice to have again, but the clarity I have gained through years of experience? I don't think I would trade it for anything in the world.