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#1
Sep 03, 2015, 01:37 AM
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Screw this, I'm sorry for even trying.
Last edited by Ripose; Sep 03, 2015 at 04:54 AM. |
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#2
Sep 03, 2015, 02:33 AM
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Are you going to tell us about your life? Or did I misunderstand?
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#3
Sep 03, 2015, 02:38 AM
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Note: I deleted my first post.
I don't know if I will be back. I'm better off alone I guess. Last edited by Ripose; Sep 03, 2015 at 04:56 AM. |
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#4
Sep 03, 2015, 05:38 AM
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not true ,,share , we want to help ..... no one is better off alone ,we all need someone ...
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#5
Sep 03, 2015, 10:39 AM
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What's wrong, ripose?
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#6
Sep 03, 2015, 11:35 AM
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I get it. I sometimes want to get it out there and share...but then I feel I'm not worth it. I realize it probably sounds hollow but you really do matter.
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#7
Sep 03, 2015, 11:59 AM
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We are here, Ripose, when you feel like you can and want to share....Hugs....
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#8
Sep 03, 2015, 05:39 PM
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Riprose, I hope you keep posting and know you are not being judged.
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#9
Sep 03, 2015, 10:03 PM
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No. We want to understand about what you are feeling.
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Sep 03, 2015, 10:43 PM
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If you don't want to post on the forum you can send me a PM
Everyone needs to unload and be heard.
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#11
Sep 04, 2015, 06:32 AM
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I feel the need to apologize but as many of you know it can be impossible to maintain an even keel when you are in the middle of a meltdown.
I am in a very bad place right now and I feel totally alone and useless. It's no wonder that nobody wants to be around me which is usually fine with me. But I guess I expected to find more of a connection with people on PC but even here I feel alienated. What is wrong with me that I push people away without even realizing it? I took some extra meds and got lets of hugs from my wife, I even cried for the first time in years. I don't know really why I feel so rejected by everyone but I am working on it. I will be going to my doctor soon for some med adjustments. |
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#12
Sep 04, 2015, 07:55 AM
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Ripose: I am so sorry that you feel alienated even here. I know just how tough it can be especially during a melt down. I am so glad that you have your wife to give you hugs and hold you while you cry.
I hope the doc can adjust your meds so that you see improvement quickly.
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Sep 04, 2015, 08:01 AM
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I'm so sorry you feel this way. But you definitely have support here. We understand the journey that is bipolar and can empathizer with you.
At my T appointment yesterday I was telling him that when I'm upset and I go into my crying spells, I tend to focused on how much I am alone and that nobody likes me. He told me compliments on my personality and can't understand why I would think that, and others have as well, but when I'm in a depressive fog, I really can't see it and I think I'm a horrible person. It's hard to see when jaded by depression, but it's true what others say, otherwise they wouldn't say it. |
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#14
Sep 04, 2015, 01:49 PM
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I'm sorry but I am too screwed up to reply to these posts right now.
I will try again later. |
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Sep 04, 2015, 03:33 PM
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 That's ok, we do understand that place you're in.
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Sep 04, 2015, 03:41 PM
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Give yourself time to process some of the emotions your feeling, especially the ones you allowed to rise, cried about and just shared with us. Releasing them is good. Just don't act on them. Be safe and know that we're all here to help.
xXx
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Sep 04, 2015, 04:47 PM
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If you need the time, take some time. We understand and look forward to talking to you again.
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Sep 04, 2015, 05:55 PM
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I think perhaps a group of bipolars could trigger each other if we are in different mood cycles.
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Sep 05, 2015, 02:48 AM
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Hope you're ok.
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Sep 05, 2015, 02:58 AM
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Respect Ripose!
I tried to join the chatroom just about close to your condition. Well... |
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Sep 05, 2015, 03:15 AM
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#22
Sep 05, 2015, 03:28 AM
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Well i mean i'm sick and confused also, i then decided to try to join the chat but can't follow / understand anything right now. Forget about it. Previous was useless post anyway...
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#23
Sep 05, 2015, 03:32 AM
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Thank you for the posts and PMs I wish I had the energy to reply to all of you great people but my condition is worsening, it has taken on physical attributes as well as the original mental issues. I just took some stomach pills and Ativan so maybe I can sleep some more.
For those of you that don't know me I will tell you that I don't have a pdoc or therapist and I refuse to go to the hospital. I have many reasons for this. My regular doctor handles my psych meds as well as my physical ailments but I have been too ill to leave the house to go see her. Maybe Monday I will make an appointment with her. I am so tired of being sick all the time and I'm sure many of you can identify with this. How do any of you cope with this? |
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#24
Sep 05, 2015, 03:38 AM
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Slowbrains, I understand how you feel, I'm glad you posted.
Have a good night. |
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