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Old Sep 11, 2015, 11:30 PM
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Again.

Had quite a roller-coaster today. Cycled all day. Up, down, up, down. Woke up down, work brought me up, went home to an empty house and had a minor breakdown, then (out of nowhere) manic and cleaned like my life depended on it. At least half the place is clean now, I guess. Gotta look on the bright side, or something.

Back down, now. No friends calling me, sports everywhere (can't stand them), no one here to talk to. Maybe it's time to go to bed before I rack up a serious tab.
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Old Sep 11, 2015, 11:50 PM
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And I've decided I look way older than I am. Ugh. Sh¡++y night.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 12:33 AM
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Bed is definitely better than sitting alone drinking. Better for your mood.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 08:27 AM
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I'm going to be alone anyways even though I'm married, I'd much rather grab a 12 pack and watch the late shows.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 10:28 AM
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I've decided I look older than what I am too. I look like twenty pounds of shyt in a one pound bag. I look pretty frickin rough all of the time. Lol! Stress.

Anyway, yeah, don't drink alone. Maybe go home and try to sleep.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 01:35 PM
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I hope today is better, komfortable
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 02:24 PM
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I hope today is better, komfortable
Kind words, much needed. Today hasn't been better, unfortunately. Feeling worthless. Got a lot on my mind. Trying to figure out what to do with my life. I'm 30, shouldn't I have this figured out by now?!

Great relationship; destroyed
Good job, family owned company; took it for granted, lost it.
Got married; ruined it
Highest paying job I've ever had; no chance of advancement, but $65k...not good enough so I quit.
Found another amazing woman; wrecked it
$35k pay cut
Mortgage, rent, car payment, bills, bills, bills.

Time for a drink and a cigarette. I quit 2 years ago. Can't even get that right.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 04:49 PM
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At least tonight will be a little less lonely; ex gf asked me to take her out tonight, and I'm happy to do it. Readers of a specific other thread of mine will recognize this as a potentially very positive event, in light of some other recent troubles.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 04:55 PM
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At least tonight will be a little less lonely; ex gf asked me to take her out tonight, and I'm happy to do it. Readers of a specific other thread of mine will recognize this as a potentially very positive event, in light of some other recent troubles.
That's great! I hope the evening goes really well.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 05:14 PM
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The regular Jameson and the self inflicted torture re:the woman who's stringing you along..... Cannot be good for anyone, let alone a BPer.


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Old Sep 12, 2015, 05:53 PM
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Take it easy on yourself, nobody else will.
I'll start when anyone else does.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 05:56 PM
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That's great! I hope the evening goes really well.
Thanks, me too. I'm sure it will, I have quite a night planned; good food, jazz club downtown after dinner, then coctail at a swanky speakeasy, followed by an Uber Select ride back to the 'Burbs.
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Old Sep 12, 2015, 10:13 PM
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Don't get your hope up with the ex. Sometimes a clean break is needed if there are lingering feelings.
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