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#26
Oct 04, 2015, 03:47 AM
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hands down the depression.
I mean I hate my mania because it exhibits as rage. No good feelings or extra energy whatsoever. Just rage  but I'm rather be mad then suicidally depressed.
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#27
Oct 04, 2015, 04:46 AM
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The manic rage.
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#28
Oct 04, 2015, 05:37 AM
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Depression
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#29
Oct 04, 2015, 06:08 AM
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The unrelenting anger of mania and mixed episodes has caused more damage than anything else. That's an easy one for me. The anger would definitely be at the top of the list.
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#30
Oct 04, 2015, 08:55 AM
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The anger...because it hurts other people.
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#31
Oct 04, 2015, 03:25 PM
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I have BP 1 and have been dealing with mania and mixed episode since my onset. I experienced a period of five months of depression one year. I'd take the evils of mania any day over depression.
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#32
Oct 04, 2015, 03:33 PM
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The depression.
No doubt about it. |
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#33
Oct 04, 2015, 04:27 PM
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I can't pick one thing. I want the Bipolar to be gone. The depression really sucks. While hypomania can actually be "good" when they first start by themselves, it gets detrimental and the mixed states are horrible. So yeah, I just want it all gone!
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#34
Oct 05, 2015, 07:25 AM
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The anxiety, cause I believe that causes me anger & sadness
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#35
Oct 05, 2015, 10:50 AM
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Definitely the depression...........
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#36
Oct 05, 2015, 10:58 AM
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#37
Oct 05, 2015, 07:44 PM
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Luckily I haven't had any depression since I found the right combo of meds but the hypomania still gets me in trouble mostly in the form of overspending.
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#38
Oct 05, 2015, 08:40 PM
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Lashing out at my loved ones saying hurtful things and apologizing over and over for it. I get so angry, I hate myself right now. I don't know why anyone sticks around for my ****.
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#39
Oct 05, 2015, 09:00 PM
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Psychosis
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#40
Oct 05, 2015, 09:26 PM
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The pills....hmmm...maybe...
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#41
Oct 05, 2015, 10:34 PM
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My parole officer.
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#42
Oct 06, 2015, 12:20 PM
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definitely the depression. and the exhaustion that comes with it. maybe just exhaustion if I had to pick one. I can handle feeling ****** but feeling foggy and desperate for sleep all of the time is the worst feeling.
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#43
Oct 06, 2015, 01:55 PM
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#44
Oct 06, 2015, 03:33 PM
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I can't really pick one. The rage is bad because I can get violent, but the daily anxiety really wears me down.
( Although the anxiety could be from PTSD... But so could the anger. )
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#45
Oct 15, 2015, 05:54 PM
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The depression. I hate the feeling of being too tired to do the simplest of things, and I hate the overwhelming sense of loneliness it brings.
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#46
Oct 15, 2015, 09:22 PM
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I can't make decisions. Maybe that should be my answer?
My manic episodes have been the most dangerous to my life, but coming down from them feels really just awful, so it's hard to say what I'd get rid of first. I also hate not knowing what is "real", what is from my meds, what is my bipolar "talking". |
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#47
Oct 16, 2015, 12:59 AM
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Irritability and insomnia. I take meds for anxiety(make me sleepy) and I also have sleeping pills for the manic phase. But despite all this I have issues with irritability, sleep - often sleep during the day and then at night I cannot....
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#48
Oct 18, 2015, 09:22 PM
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the 20 kgs that came with the meds
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#49
Oct 18, 2015, 09:46 PM
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The depression. I would rather be psychotically manic than suicidal and depressed.
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