Anyone??

I just feel crappy a whole lot lately. I am going to go to my sons school today cause he has a mother son luncheon and I love my boys so I will make myself go! I know I will be happy once I am there. My problem is lately dealing with past issues, my mind can't distinguish if it is "real" or imagined. I have a very vivid imagination. I can't trust my brain. I hate it cause it is really, really making me feel bad about me. ok, I will stop rambling on now.

Hopes

Your not rambling...talking about it gets it down on "paper" and gets it out of your mind...

Keep PMing if you would like to talk about the crappy feelings.

sorry to hear your having a rough day. i am sure your son loves the fact that you were there for the lunch. a special time for them-kids that is. d is right writting down does help with the feeling s and it helps when others validate them.-onyx

We bipolars need to support each other so welcome & great job on being there for your child even though you didn't feel like it,--Suzy

I know exactly what you are feeling Hopes. I not only experience many of the things you have but when I have down time I continually analyze past actions and believe I have said/done something wrong or imagine that I have.

Thankyou it means a lot knowing it isn't just me.

Thanks for replying to my post, I really like knowing I am not the only one who is going through this.

Glad to help... I've been a long-time lurker to this board and when I something I could relate to I decided to join.