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Old Nov 29, 2015, 03:42 PM
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I donīt know where this should be posted, but since I am BP, then here it is.

Christmas used to be a joyous time.

Just donīt care about it anymore.

I used to decorate like Clark Griswold, but no thereīs no passion for it anymore.

Divorce and other life situations changed all that.

I have a daughter that I buy presents for, and I try to be all ho, ho, ho for her, but itīs getting harder.

Family gives me crap about it because I donīt have it in me to conform.

Maybe I am just a selfish old Ebenezer.

Anyone else?

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Old Nov 29, 2015, 03:57 PM
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I feel much the same. I have a closet full of thick beautiful greenery, a huge tub of angels from all over the planet, various other decorations but haven't used them for years. I tried watching the Christmas shows on tv and couldn't. Bah humbug
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Old Nov 29, 2015, 04:44 PM
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The Skeezyks does not do Christmas...
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Old Nov 29, 2015, 06:08 PM
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It's been just my wife and me for years-- no kids and what family we have left all far away. Christmas has been just another day for us for a long, long time. I just try to remind myself that the season is about giving, goodwill, and compassion, and try not to get too cynical about the rampant materialism. But it's definitely a spectator sport for me.
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Old Nov 29, 2015, 06:12 PM
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It's been just my wife and me for years-- no kids and what family we have left all far away. Christmas has been just another day for us for a long, long time. I just try to remind myself that the season is about giving, goodwill, and compassion, and try not to get too cynical about the rampant materialism. But it's definitely a spectator sport for me.
I agree about the materialism. Trying to separate myself from all of it. I did love to decorate though.

I volunteered for a program to stuff stockings for foster kids. I know theyīre people who are suffering far worse than myself. Trying to break away from a narcissistic personality.

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Old Nov 29, 2015, 10:52 PM
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It is not what it was. Getting new pjs, and one toy was a big thing
Now it is money, money, money
We've lost what it is all about - kindness and compassion
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Old Nov 30, 2015, 12:14 AM
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I donīt know where this should be posted, but since I am BP, then here it is.

Christmas used to be a joyous time.

Just donīt care about it anymore.

I used to decorate like Clark Griswold, but no thereīs no passion for it anymore.

Divorce and other life situations changed all that.

I have a daughter that I buy presents for, and I try to be all ho, ho, ho for her, but itīs getting harder.

Family gives me crap about it because I donīt have it in me to conform.

Maybe I am just a selfish old Ebenezer.

Anyone else?

My Xmas Song -
I'm too broke to be running around like Santa Clause on Prozac even if I wanted to! And that's adding more on to the seasonal depression and spiraling the bipolar moodswings WAY out of control for me!
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Old Nov 30, 2015, 04:16 PM
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I'm too broke to be running around like Santa Clause on Prozac even if I wanted to! And that's adding more on to the seasonal depression and spiraling the bipolar moodswings WAY out of control for me!
That first line made me laugh! I needed that today. I hate the holidays. Never what they claim to be.
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