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I just posted how I was feeling better actually good and happy, and now I'm feeling so depressed, SURPRISE SURPRISE
I just got my period, then missed work, I haven't showered or brushed my teeth in days, watching tv day and night. I have to work tomorrow and I hate it And yes, I'm being self centred and ungrateful and just sad. I wanted to have this last for once, I wasn't counting on it but it felt good, it felt Like it could last. At least a little longer I feel like I might have self sabotaged my happiness Like I cannot be happy anymore I just don't know how to deal with it, it's so unfair! It's not like the illness hasn't robbed me of a ton of life already and what it could have been. |
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I know exactly how this feels. I actually felt good one night and I could not handle it, so I immediately took some meds that quickly brought me back down to a "normal" level.
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Now that you got your period your mood might improve. Have you used a mood chart to see if there's any correlation between moods and periods? Sometimes hormones really screw with moods.
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I know the feeling. Like night and day. So I don't make big deals about my good days anymore. I just make a silent note to self anymore. I actually told my brother today that I feel good. Now I'll probably wake up in the wrong side of the bed tomorrow.
Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia Risperdal 4mg Trileptal 300mgs Buspar 45mgs Ativan 1mg PRN Vyvance 70mgs PRN |
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