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Old Nov 26, 2015, 07:44 PM
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I just posted how I was feeling better actually good and happy, and now I'm feeling so depressed, SURPRISE SURPRISE

I just got my period, then missed work, I haven't showered or brushed my teeth in days, watching tv day and night. I have to work tomorrow and I hate it
And yes, I'm being self centred and ungrateful and just sad.

I wanted to have this last for once, I wasn't counting on it but it felt good, it felt
Like it could last. At least a little longer
I feel like I might have self sabotaged my happiness
Like I cannot be happy anymore I just don't know how to deal with it, it's so unfair! It's not like the illness hasn't robbed me of a ton of life already and what it could have been.
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Old Nov 26, 2015, 11:08 PM
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Originally Posted by ColeM1100 View Post
Like I cannot be happy anymore I just don't know how to deal with it, it's so unfair!
I know exactly how this feels. I actually felt good one night and I could not handle it, so I immediately took some meds that quickly brought me back down to a "normal" level.
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Old Nov 26, 2015, 11:14 PM
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Now that you got your period your mood might improve. Have you used a mood chart to see if there's any correlation between moods and periods? Sometimes hormones really screw with moods.
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Old Nov 27, 2015, 01:20 AM
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I know the feeling. Like night and day. So I don't make big deals about my good days anymore. I just make a silent note to self anymore. I actually told my brother today that I feel good. Now I'll probably wake up in the wrong side of the bed tomorrow.

Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia
Risperdal 4mg
Trileptal 300mgs
Buspar 45mgs
Ativan 1mg PRN
Vyvance 70mgs PRN
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Old Dec 04, 2015, 04:24 PM
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