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Old Dec 20, 2015, 05:20 PM
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Again I am having trouble with the holidays.

Depression, sadness and loneliness. I have invitations but I don't want to attend. I feel like I am just a body to fill up a space. That no one would even notice if I were there.

My FOO will just criticize and make demands and my teens are teens.

I got depressed this time of year and last year and went off my meds. I am not going to do the same this year, but I want to.

It seems for my bipolar, the meds seems to work for mania but not so great for depression.

I hate bipolar.

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Old Dec 20, 2015, 05:26 PM
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I've found nothing med wise that works for depression. It sucks. I'm with you. It's really hard not having my husband here, especially since this was his favorite holiday. I'm trying to keep up appearances for my son as he's only five but it's hard.
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Old Dec 20, 2015, 05:32 PM
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You are doing such a great job.Your son is lucky to have you.

And I know I am the same person I was a month ago when I wasn't depressed. Depression is just a mind f***.

UGH. This happens every winter.
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Old Dec 20, 2015, 05:39 PM
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I'm brand new at this. This is my first post on a forum ever. I don't even understand all the "ins and outs" of how it works. Anyway, I read your post and am feeling the same way. I have family coming for Christmas and I feel overwhelmed by the idea of preparing dinner, etc. I've been depressed now for months with no relief. I can't seem to find any medicine that works for the depression either. I am grateful I haven't had any manic episodes though.
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Old Dec 20, 2015, 06:07 PM
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i am depressed 24/7. it never goes away. im on 8 meds too. i wish a new med would come out that would take the edge off. merry christmas everyone!!
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Old Dec 20, 2015, 07:44 PM
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ValentineVVV, I'm sorry you are so bummed out this time of year. From what I read I think people would love your company. You seem like such a cool person and I know that I would want to hang out with you if I knew you. Despite all you are going through you always seem to stay positive which is an attractive quality in a person. Hang in there! The season's almost over!
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Old Dec 20, 2015, 08:26 PM
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Old Dec 20, 2015, 09:59 PM
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You guys are really sweet.
I know it will pass.

I am pretty confident when hypomanic and of course manic. But when depressed I feline a piece of crap.

Fun disease.
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