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Old Jan 26, 2016, 05:08 PM
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I may have made a mistake … things have been happening and the wife has been comenting on them … the obsession helt it off for a while but it is helping less and less … promises that had been made I have now broken … plans that were made are now being unmade …

and I called my pdoc office and left a note in my file … he will see it tomorrow … I listed many things including my wife's comments … I have never been that honset with him …

I am expecting a major med change … yes I made a mistake …
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 05:12 PM
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You are human, just like everybody else. You may have made a mistake. We all make mistakes. No time machines available, so we do the best we can moving forward. We, humans, do something else. We forgive, even ourselves.
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 05:43 PM
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What sort of "things" have been happening, if you don't mind me asking?
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 06:50 PM
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 07:14 PM
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It will work out. I'm glad you were honest with your pdoc
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 08:23 PM
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Don't beat youself up wire. We all make mistakes as others have pointed out. Hugs!
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 08:26 PM
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A cryptic post, wiretwister.
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 09:44 PM
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A cryptic post, wiretwister.
the how ,what, when and where are not important ... that I told him the "complete" truth is ... I am afraid I have opened a door I should not have ... up till now I have very carefully crafted my responses to get the results I wanted , the meds I wanted, the doses I wanted .... I may have made a mistake and I am not looking foward to his call ...
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 09:48 PM
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It will work out."" I'm glad"" you were honest with your pdoc
I hope I am glad ... we'll see ... at the moment I'm not glad ...
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 09:49 PM
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He can't help if he doesn't know what he is dealing with.
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 09:50 PM
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I think I misunderstood you though. I thought that the "big mistake" reference was to something you had done and in response you had told the pdoc everything. Now I see I had that wrong. Sorry. Not trying to be a jerk, just not thinking well.
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 09:55 PM
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the how ,what, when and where are not important ... that I told him the "complete" truth is ... I am afraid I have opened a door I should not have ... up till now I have very carefully crafted my responses to get the results I wanted , the meds I wanted, the doses I wanted .... I may have made a mistake and I am not looking foward to his call ...

You need to be honest because all you are doing is hurting yourself and your loved ones by lying and manipulating people to get what you want. You are clearly hurting if you are trying to get meds to self medicate and it will be a good step to actually healing by being honest. I wish you the best of luck and hope you won't give up.

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Old Jan 26, 2016, 10:11 PM
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Sorry. Not trying to be a jerk, just not thinking well.
I could never think any bad thoughts of you ...
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Old Jan 26, 2016, 10:25 PM
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I think it's a good thing. The more honest we are, the more we can be helped. I hate hiding things, sometimes it gets to a point that the stress of that, is worse than what I'm hiding! Keep us updated!
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