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I may have made a mistake … things have been happening and the wife has been comenting on them … the obsession helt it off for a while but it is helping less and less … promises that had been made I have now broken … plans that were made are now being unmade …
and I called my pdoc office and left a note in my file … he will see it tomorrow … I listed many things including my wife's comments … I have never been that honset with him … I am expecting a major med change … yes I made a mistake … |
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#2
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You are human, just like everybody else. You may have made a mistake. We all make mistakes. No time machines available, so we do the best we can moving forward. We, humans, do something else. We forgive, even ourselves.
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What sort of "things" have been happening, if you don't mind me asking?
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You will get through this Tigger. Wishing you the best!
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It will work out. I'm glad you were honest with your pdoc
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Don't beat youself up wire. We all make mistakes as others have pointed out. Hugs!
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A cryptic post, wiretwister.
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#8
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the how ,what, when and where are not important ... that I told him the "complete" truth is ... I am afraid I have opened a door I should not have ... up till now I have very carefully crafted my responses to get the results I wanted , the meds I wanted, the doses I wanted .... I may have made a mistake and I am not looking foward to his call ...
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I hope I am glad ... we'll see ... at the moment I'm not glad ...
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He can't help if he doesn't know what he is dealing with.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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I think I misunderstood you though. I thought that the "big mistake" reference was to something you had done and in response you had told the pdoc everything. Now I see I had that wrong. Sorry. Not trying to be a jerk, just not thinking well.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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You need to be honest because all you are doing is hurting yourself and your loved ones by lying and manipulating people to get what you want. You are clearly hurting if you are trying to get meds to self medicate and it will be a good step to actually healing by being honest. I wish you the best of luck and hope you won't give up. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
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I think it's a good thing. The more honest we are, the more we can be helped. I hate hiding things, sometimes it gets to a point that the stress of that, is worse than what I'm hiding! Keep us updated!
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Hugs
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