[hopeless2015]

Haven't left the house since Saturday and I've slept almost entire time. Boss texted me that we have to meet with HR next week so I'm sure I'm in trouble again. I just get so overwhelmed with this I have no energy and just want to sleep. I did make an appointment with regular Dr for this afternoon. I'm sure I'll need a note to go back to work anyway. I pretend I'm sick because I feel like everyone gets upset when I'm depressed but obviously I am or I wouldn't have slept 3 days straight. Getting myself up and ready for my appointment is a start I guess. I really don't want to face anybody right now. Just feeling sorry for myself right now I guess

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[CANDC]

Hi hopeless. Sorry you are having challenges with depression. Maybe you need more help than you can give yourself. Maybe a psychiatrist or therapist needs to step in before things get worse. You might get meds from your doc to lift your mood before things collapse at work. What you describe as ignoring you could be isolating to fend off the dark specters that haunt you.

Many people here at PC find they can share these feelings and what they are going through with the confidence that people go through similar things and can empathize. So many forums are offered as well as Chatrooms (after you have 5 posts or comments on others posts). Depression chat meets on Thursday night at 9pm EST and Anxiety Friday at 8PM.

Please feel free to private message me or any of the Community Liaisons by left clicking on the name in blue to the left of their post) for questions or just to share.

[hopeless2015]

Thanks for your reply I do have a pdoc and therapist. I'm not sure the med combo right now is working out for me. I'm taking 1200 trileptal daily and 80 mg Latuda and I have low dose of klonapin as needed. I only take that before work. I am taking my meds

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[Ocean Swimmer]

How's your nutrition?

Eating lots of fresh fruits and vegetables?

Vitamins. Plenty of fluids.

I'm so sorry you're struggling so badly. Sounds like a deep dark depression. I know those all too well. Can you see about getting on an AD? For me when I'm in that deep of a depression the only thing that works is an AD. Hope you start to feel better soon.

[Ocean Swimmer]

Wait,I think that was Bipolar nurse. I'm mixed up.
Happy you're home and have a great cat.

[hopeless2015]

Thanks for comments, slept till noon and husband is trying to get me up and about, I've spent every day this week in bed. I did get up and make calls for support groups. No one seems to answer phones anymore just leave a message. I'm not suicidal but I've learned that sometimes that's the only way to get help, I've got a call into pdocs office I'll be lucky if they call back today

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Have you heard anything from your pdoc. Hope you get to feeling better soon. Hugs