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Feb 09, 2016, 11:53 AM
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I hate everything
a conversation with my dad just sparked off everything, plus an earlier argument with mum. my mind is back to torturing me and i can't stand it I wana cry but i can't. i am so tired of my life around these illnesses. I hate them and I hate me. I don't wana pretend to be fine in school i have so much undone work for this holiday which need to be finished. i wish i can live in the alternate reality. I hate everything. 
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Bipolar, BPD, ED increasing med right now: a downhill slope Seroquel 200mg Epilim 300mg Olanzapine 5mg Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this) Clonazepam 1.5mg Ativan 1mg (PRN) Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg In psychosis and struggling worse with ED I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world Who can understand?... Updates and mental health discussion on my Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/dreammyrainbow |
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#2
Feb 09, 2016, 12:21 PM
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I'm sorry, I feel that way too.
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#3
Feb 09, 2016, 12:23 PM
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Maybe you should call a crisis hotline or call your therapist (if you have one).
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--Keegan BP1 Substance Use Disorder -- Alcohol (In Recovery) 900mg Lithium 15mg Temazepam PRN "Just Because You're Paranoid Doesn't Mean They're Not After You"
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Feb 09, 2016, 12:45 PM
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Bipolar, BPD, ED increasing med right now: a downhill slope Seroquel 200mg Epilim 300mg Olanzapine 5mg Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this) Clonazepam 1.5mg Ativan 1mg (PRN) Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg In psychosis and struggling worse with ED I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world Who can understand?... Updates and mental health discussion on my Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/dreammyrainbow |
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Feb 09, 2016, 02:29 PM
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--Keegan BP1 Substance Use Disorder -- Alcohol (In Recovery) 900mg Lithium 15mg Temazepam PRN "Just Because You're Paranoid Doesn't Mean They're Not After You"
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#6
Feb 09, 2016, 02:38 PM
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Could you go ip again?
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Feb 09, 2016, 02:52 PM
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Please contact a crisis line . Thank you Keegan for posting that link
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Feb 10, 2016, 02:27 AM
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i had a terrible time last night, banging, hitting and cutting, which i could only fall asleep after i took an extra anti-anxiety med i do feel like i'm slipping my parents repeated want me ip monday is the dr apt. i duno what will happen 
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Bipolar, BPD, ED increasing med right now: a downhill slope Seroquel 200mg Epilim 300mg Olanzapine 5mg Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this) Clonazepam 1.5mg Ativan 1mg (PRN) Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg In psychosis and struggling worse with ED I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world Who can understand?... Updates and mental health discussion on my Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/dreammyrainbow |
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Feb 10, 2016, 02:30 AM
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plus it's chinese new year which means they have fewer staff working i think they will only suggest IP since i am not depressed and calmbut violently upset.
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Bipolar, BPD, ED increasing med right now: a downhill slope Seroquel 200mg Epilim 300mg Olanzapine 5mg Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this) Clonazepam 1.5mg Ativan 1mg (PRN) Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg In psychosis and struggling worse with ED I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world Who can understand?... Updates and mental health discussion on my Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/dreammyrainbow |
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Feb 10, 2016, 06:43 AM
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I'm honestly feeling the exact same way. I'm sorry you are as well. I'm sorry that I can't give actual advice since I myself have no idea what to do about this but I just wanted to convey that you are not alone by any means.
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Do at least one thing you enjoy each day.   Dx: BPD, OCD, GAD, and PTSD traits Rx: Lamictal 200mg and 0.5mg Ativan as needed "Now I can see all the colors that you see." |
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