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Thank you Valentina
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Irregularly regularly.
Chopping off hair in the middle of the night with dollar store scissors? Yup. Why? Because it needs doing NOW and besides, how hard could it be when you are a genius at everything in the universe? ![]() The usual contrast of level in dress and personal care invested in depression vs. manic-y. Also phases. Looking back, there's a fair bit of what-the-hell-was-I-thinking?! I'd like to forget how fixated I can get with gawdawful things (Shiny! Color! Caw! Caw! Caw!), but it's actually a very useful indicator. Currently trying to figure out how to do a midtone purple for hair (it's dark purple). If I really figure it out, it's just me being me. If I just grab a half-baked theory and insist on doing it RIGHT NOW, look out. |
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Gorgeous cash!
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Dx: Bipolar II, GAD, past substance abuse, temporal lobe epilepsy. Rx: Lamotrigine 125mg, Sertraline 50mg, Clonazepam 0.5mg prn. |
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roses and cashart are precious!
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat ![]() |
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When manic it's time to whip out my 14 year old punk rocker self and start mapping out my trek around the globe with neon green eyeliner and all
When depressed....well let's not go there lol
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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![]() 12AM, BipolaRNurse
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no not really.
no matter how i look, what i wear, etc, i always feel so ugly and useless. so given up trying |
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It is funny that you raised this question. I have a friend that I only see once or twice a year, and she calls me a work in process because I never look the same.
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I used to do hair and would have a new color every week. Now that I've been not so good, I'm too lazy to tend to my looks. When I do go out its always casual t shirt and jeans. I'm not really girly or feminine.
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last time I made a major change in image I cut my hair (which was down to the center of my back) to a number 3 clipper. did this when I moved to Pittsburgh and started attending Pitt... the change propelled me into one of the worst manic episodes I've ever had.
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Bipolar 1 with mixed and psychotic symptoms & ADHD Meds Latuda 120mg Lamictal 200mg Haldol 5mg (+5mg during mixed episodes) Vyvanse 40mg morning 20mg noon Benztropine 0.5mg |
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Very pretty ashleysummer
In my last few episodes I stretched my ears and pierced my nose. I am contemplating a wrist tat, but just took a job where I will have to keep it covered, so still deciding on it. I cut my hair every 3-4 years short and then am immediately like, wtf I hate myself with short hair and grow it out again. As for clothing, my style is all over the place. I like to wear some boyish stuff like vans/chucks, jeans, and tees. Or sometimes more girly stuff. Sometimes very hippy. Lately, I am never without eyeliner and mascara (used to be to hide the high/drunkeness).
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I used to change my appearance. Had red, pink, brown, blonde hair years back. Now I try not to change much because I found a look that is simple and appropriate (which is hard for me). I get an itch to cut my hair when manic though. But I've done it (cut my own hair) and then screamed in the mirror afterwards several times, ... so I can usually remember those times when I'm thinking of grabbing the scissors.
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Me at 16 when I first joined the site and me the other day at the age of 25. I change myself up a lot.
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When things fell apart when i was 29 i colored my hair fire engine red and then purple and then shaved it. Dramatic hair changes are usually a sign that i'm going thru something. I'm 50 now and haven't dyed my hair in three years. My last shade was blue due to a romantic fiasco. I don't have the energy to dress up so i'm mostly neat-casual, no make-up, no jewelry. I like the natural look.
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I used to take the scissors and the hair dye to my tresses during what I know now to have been manic episodes. Just recently I got the urge again, and thank God my son-in-law talked me out of it. I love the way my hair looks now with highlights and a good cut (he does these for me) so I would've really regretted it if I had messed with it.
My makeup changes with moods too. I wear only minimal eyeliner and mascara when the occasion calls for it, but I have allergies so I don't wear it often. When I'm hypo/manic, however, that's when the blue and green and purple eye shadows come out...and at 57, those are not good colors. LOL
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(Keep in mind-- I haven't checked in in a couple of days, so just saw this.)
How weird that this thread should reappear. Why? Because I JUST bought the purple hair color TODAY! Came home and saw this. It's going to be quite the experiment. Semi-permanent are useless for me (which is sad because the color range is amazing!), but demis in "regular" colors work well. Found a demi purple, so we'll see! Interestingly enough, I'm *not* hypo. Definitely not. Current state of hair is testament to that. Yikes. (Now we'll see how long it takes to actually use it. ![]() Wow. Amazing timing... (2 1/2 months(!) since writing it!) |
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