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Old Feb 26, 2016, 12:50 PM
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I'm not really depressed but I feel hopeless. My life is going nowhere and I don't see that changing. I feel useless and like a burden to everyone. I feel like one day I'll just get impulsive and kill myself.
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:17 PM
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Oh no! Didn't you get out of IP recently?
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:18 PM
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Yeah a week ago
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:18 PM
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I'm also so sorry you're feeling this way. Are you currently working or have any hobbies to keep you occupied?
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:30 PM
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Not working but I've been playing cards by myself in my room. I have no one to hang out with. I've done well til today.
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:32 PM
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Can you find something to really really get into to give you some focus and direction in life?
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:38 PM
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Isk anything to do. I'm not good at anything. I felt safe ip and I feel so lost right now. I don't know what my future holds. I don't see it.
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:39 PM
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You cannot be good at things you have no practice at. Just think of what you enjoy and throw yourself into it.

Improve your skills that might be useful in future employment. Learn to cook. Do artsy stuff. Write short stories. Anything.
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:40 PM
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I hope not you're so valuable here. Yes traditionally you're not successful but most don't feel they're successful.
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:50 PM
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I don't fit in in this world
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:53 PM
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Then work on changing it, bit by bit.

Why do you feel you don't fit? Is there a way to create space for other misfits?
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 01:57 PM
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Why do I already feel bad again
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 02:22 PM
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Is there anything you enjoy doing?
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 02:32 PM
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I mean I like music a lot but today I'm not in the mood to do anything. This effin sucks.

I thought I was finally stable
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 02:33 PM
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Stable does not mean you have something fullfilling your life. Stability become rigidity without life goals.

Browse for new music maybe? Write some album reviews just for yourself?
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 02:35 PM
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I guess I'll surf youtube
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 02:39 PM
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You could use something more active though. Can you maybe go for a short walk? Or do something physically or intellectually stimulating?
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 02:44 PM
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I can't right now. My niece is here.
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 05:40 PM
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feel better soon.
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 11:17 PM
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Tonight's been rough. Very suicidal thoughts
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 11:43 PM
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Old Feb 26, 2016, 11:53 PM
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I felt so good now today lots of urges and hard to resist
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Tonight's been rough. Very suicidal thoughts

I get this. I feel the same way. Sorry you're feeling so awful. Hope this passes soon.

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Old Feb 27, 2016, 12:05 AM
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I'm staying away from my meds
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Old Feb 27, 2016, 09:51 AM
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That old advice, "fake it till you make it" helps me. Time for a funny movie, or tv show, or a whole afternoon binge-watching. Smile and laugh a lot. Check in with someone face-to-face, meet for coffee. Go to a support meeting. I feel like a misfit, too. So you are really not alone.
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