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My hypomania gets bad at the start with little or no sleep. Then there comes a point where I'm mentally exhausted, and I sleep 6 hours. The next day I'm hypo and happy again, but if I don't sleep after that point, I don't have the manic energy.
I know this goes against what seems to be the norm, and I'm trying to make sense of it. Does this mean I'm not having an episode? Is my happy energy the 'real me'?
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I'm not sure. I have typical manic sleeping patterns. I sleep 0 - 4 hours for long periods of time all the while bright eyed, bushy tailed, and ready to go.
I remember seeing at least a couple of people on here that don't lose sleep during hypomania or mania though. Perhaps it is an episode that is just against the grain.
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Any recent med changes?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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I wouldn't know, unfortunately. I never get a decent nights sleep. I feel more tired when I wake up than I did when I went to sleep. So I never feel fully rested. I wake up all hours of the night several times. For me, it seems like the more I sleep, the more I WANT to sleep. Sometimes I feel better if I get less sleep.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Thanks everyone.
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