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Feb 28, 2016, 01:44 PM
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Passion takes many forms
I know I have had and lost them
In the beginning everything was a passion , 100% of effort was required in every venture , be it a ball game or working around the house As a teenager passion shifted to cars and speed faster was never enough Guns .. could never have enough Twentyish found love passion became very physical .. mental .. all consuming .. Religion consumed every inch of passion there was in me .. Work became a calling , the most consuming passion I had ever felt .. I was making a difference Speed , guns , physical , mental , religion all burned brightly then went out only work survived then that one day in 2012 a single point in time , a single event changed my life completely ... my passion for work went out my world crumbled panic and meds was the only path I could find to survive those same meds that drove me inpatient four long years filled full of pills have allowed the panic to be over come , but the passion has never returned there is no passion of any kind left mood flating drugs just life burning out I may never know all was black then came soon-kyu I knew it would not last but my god it felt so good passion clutching at straws I Know but passion but so far away .. out of reach ... then that light dimmed..... my manic girl I found . passion hope reachable dare I say lust fear excitement all were there for the first time since before that day in 2012 My friends here rightly so put that light out it would hurt others too much it would distroy my family so I dimmed that light myself with this realization I could never have passion again without hurting others I decided to stop trying Can you live without passion maybe ... but I no longer want too it's just a matter of time now Tigger . |
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Feb 28, 2016, 02:29 PM
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#3
Feb 28, 2016, 05:38 PM
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Psych Meds drown my passion. For my art. Creativity.
Desire for men. ( well not completely. Passion for peace in the world.
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 Bipolar 1Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150 Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam Hasn't helped yet. From sunny California! |
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Feb 28, 2016, 06:59 PM
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Can't live without that good passion
Tigger how are u anyway?? Miss u
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Feb 28, 2016, 07:53 PM
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I'm starting to wonder if I ever knew what it was, it makes me very sad HUGS
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Feb 28, 2016, 08:26 PM
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I still have passion. Would never want to live without it.
I found the constant in all life's passionate turmoil: me and others. My passion is to work on knowing myself in relation to others. Mania lets me see what unites us. Depression lets me realise what doesn't, what divides us. Both let me see what really defines us and how that affects our perceptions.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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