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Old Mar 02, 2016, 05:04 PM
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I feel like I worked myself all the way up from schizophrenia to the borderline, mesmerised by the view, filled with possibilities. Unable to cross it.

This valley of sorrow!
Go too far down and fumes will intoxicate you
Go up and winds will keep turning
Go higher and squalls will throw you off your feet
On crossing the borderline

Just bigger than a rabbit hole.

BPD being the last, misleading, hurdle (for those who have BPD).

Like BPD was on a brake, but the brake's off when your BP-stable and without delusions and stuff?

I really have a difficult time understanding this.

Can anyone relate?
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Old Apr 11, 2016, 11:27 AM
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Where are you?
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Old Apr 11, 2016, 06:16 PM
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Barely moving forwards due to the wind. Wanna give up.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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Old Apr 11, 2016, 06:29 PM
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Can't give up. Not an option. Pass the wind and go on!!!.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[

Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON.
If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown.
Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo.
You are the slave of what you say,
and the master of what you keep. Unknown.
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Old Apr 11, 2016, 09:23 PM
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Don't give up icare. We love you.
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What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token
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Old Apr 12, 2016, 04:24 AM
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Don't give up icare. We love you.
Thank you so much! It's fine: yesterday was particularly bad, today is better. I'll have an appointment with my NP soon.

Love you too, all of you.

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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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Old Apr 12, 2016, 08:31 AM
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