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#826
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i'M okay. It's time for me to make some decisions and stop hiding.
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"Sometimes you have to hit rock bottom before you can see the top." -Wildflower http://missracgel.wixsite.com/bearhugs |
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#827
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I'm well today. Didn't realize that there was some people making fun of other people here in the Bipolar section. That is really mean, if they are seriously doing that. But other than that I am feeling pretty good again tonight.
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#828
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Some of the swelling is coming down. I'm still in pain, but I can deal with it better than before. Still gonna pop these pills though
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![]() Anonymous45023, apfei, Nammu, shortandcute, Takeshi
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#829
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Tell me who it was on PM and I'll spit fire on "it".
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
#830
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((((HUGS)))) bizi |
#831
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Little bit of a stomach ache, but I am getting ready for the night which is my primetime
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#832
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Nothing seems too important. That's really great.
I don't care much about what you're all writing about, so that's great as well. ![]() Ok, I care, but not too much. ![]()
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#833
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am sorry, hope you feel back to normal ASAP! (((((HUGS))))) bizi |
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#834
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I'm getting better each day, but I'm nervous about returning to work on Monday.
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#835
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Doing good today, had a nice long talk on the phone with my mom. Rainy and dreary here need to find something to do
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G930A using Tapatalk
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#836
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Wow, have I really been awake since 5:30 A.M. on Friday . . . All of a sudden, I'm not sleepy. This could get interesting . . .
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"I knew who I was this morning, but I've changed a few times since then." ~Lewis Carroll Bipolar I PTSD |
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#837
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Does anyone know why my this will be fun! thread was moved?
I'm really sad about that. I've been slowly descending, and I was really happy when I made that thread and was looking forward to seeing it on the forum to cheer me up, and now it's been moved! It's so stupid I'm devastated about this! Anyway, bad day, made a fool out of myself at work again. I'm getting a new ****ing job. These people think I'm a damn lunatic. Instead of a rage temper tantrum, I had a freaking out bawling my eyes out situation... beginning of which happened in front of a coworker (****ing great), and it ended with me smoking behind the building and wailing outside. Oh my god I'm a mess.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#838
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Who's making fun of people on here? I'm on here every day and haven't noticed anyone making fun of anyone.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
#839
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I am so tired I could collapse and die. I have lost my purpose again.
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#840
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Is multi-quote working? Affirmative! Time to bother ppl again before I collapse into bed.
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#841
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Been doing well today.
I get to visit my new GP tomorrow and get put on *yet another* medication. Woohoo! (not) I'm also going to be put on another 2 medications when I visit my pdoc. Well, 1 medication this time. Then another medication the following visit. Latuda, Lexapro, Ativan, Lamictal + 3 more. Can't wait to see which ones I get... ![]() |
#842
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Capital One sent me 2 dozen roses yesterday congratulating us on our 20 year anniversary! What a nice surprise!!!
It made my day. ![]() bizi |
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#843
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Hoping the husband gets the motorcycle out today, a ride sounds wonderful
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-G930A using Tapatalk
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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Still feeling depressed, paralyzed to do anything (whether laundry or getting away from the couch or computer). Now I'm starting to experience guilty feelings -going over in my head whenever I've said something mean to or about anyone in my life... It really REALLY sucks...
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#845
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I was feeling a little blue, which had me worried, but I have reasons for being down given my life situation. Now I feel better, so I think I was having appropriate emotions...
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#846
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Been having harmless auditory and visual hallucinations. Guess I'm more stressed about my finances than I realized?
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dx: schizoaffective bipolar type; OCD; GAD rx: clozapine, clonazepam PRN |
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#847
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It is not fair that we have to question ourselves as to whether these are appropriate emotions. not fair I say! bizi |
#848
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Quiet day. Still getting used to having my own space. My husband and I shared the basement for 3 years. He's still busy shifting his space around and I'm done. Just trying to wrap my mind around what to do next. I've got hobbies but no interest in them for a while.
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I was miserable in the near 100% humidity today but it's not that hot so i didn't turn on my a/c. I finally gave it a try and Oh! the relief! Now my home is comfy! The nice thing about having a small home is that it takes less energy to change the temperature in the small living room.
I also made a nice dinner and enjoyed having all the fixin's for it in my well-stocked kitchen. It takes effort to have a well-run home -- all the shopping and hauling home of stuff. But so worth it when i can make dinner appear like magic! Also closing in on nearly a year with no hypomania. On Canada Day, July 1st, it will be official. Not long now! |
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#850
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Today was surprisingly good in terms of mood. I only got about 5 hours of sleep but it didn't seem to phase me because I woke up feeling more energetic than I have in years. Being still somewhat new with my diagnosis I don't always know what to expect.
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