 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Mar 17, 2016, 01:36 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
hi guys
I really hate when this kind of thing happens. I've been feeling more anxious and definitely agitated recently but not depressed. i feel more alone in my new college, it's my first semester there this spring so making friends is hard, but like i said I'm not feeling depressed. yet out of the blue, today has been very difficult. feeling frazzled and especially alone, left out (though I know it is not intentional). i hate admitting this, it's making me cry, but suicidal thoughts and the desire to self harm has popped up. i dislike this for so many reasons, but really because I can't find something that really "caused this", you know? There are things going on in my life that are upsetting, but I don't find a correlation at all. I'm not having the thought process "because XYZ has happened, I'm going to kill myself". why does this happen???? it's been so long. can't regress like this. just need support n maybe some advice guys. thanks
__________________
Dx: Bipolar I ( from old psych) - (current psych/therapist unsure if they agree) Rx: Lithium 900mg, Lamictal 400mg, Wellbutrin XR 300mg, hydrochlorothiazide 50mg (for lithium side effects), PRN Xanax .5mg, PRN propranolol (for tremors) 20mg Familiar with OCD tendencies |
 1278, Anonymous37780, Anonymous45023, gina_re, pirilin, raspberrytorte, Skeezyks, Wanderlust90, wildflowerchild25
|
|
#2
Mar 17, 2016, 01:51 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Anxious, lonely, agitated...
With bipolar that can easily equal suicidal thoughts, it doesn't need a specific formula to rear its ugly head. Anything remotely stressful or nothing at all, can tip us over the edge. I've learned long ago to not fret about cause and correlations, to rather just accept that it is, and ride it out as best I can. Sometimes its the only way for me to manage because I'm very logical, and bipolar is illogical at best. Be kind to yourself, show yourself some empathy for the difficulties you're experiencing, and remind yourself that this too shall pass. You've been here before and survived, you can kick this beast in the teeth again. Take care 
__________________
 DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD  "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
|
| jules77
|
 jules77
|
|
#3
Mar 17, 2016, 08:09 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
The Skeezyks would simply like to send some warm wishes your way, jules77, with the hope that you will soon be able to find deep peace in your life...
__________________
"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
| jules77
|
| jules77
|
|
#4
Mar 18, 2016, 08:55 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Me too. Life is funny. One day dark and out of the blue an event changes everything.
Maybe the kindness of strangers, it's hard to say. Be on the lookout for something good. Feel better.
__________________
 Bipolar 1Day Vraylar 3 mg. Wellbutrin 150 Night meds Temazepam 30 mg or lorazepam Hasn't helped yet. From sunny California! |
|
#5
Mar 18, 2016, 09:01 AM
|
|||
|
|||
|
HUGS
Sent from my XT1058 using Tapatalk
__________________
Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
|
#6
Mar 18, 2016, 04:33 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
