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I thought we needed a place to gripe without judgment.
Keeping it short, what is your biggest complaint today? Mine is driving anxiety....it is limiting me and I feel will cause my friends to give up on me. ![]()
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Lamictal Rexulti Wellbutrin Xanax XR .5 Xanax .25 as needed |
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My anhedonia. Hands down. I can't find pleasure in a chocolate covered orgasm wrapped in $500 right now!
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Unpredictability -> Loss of control --> Anxiety
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Money. I'm used to have a lots of it. Well, not in the millions. But a lot.
Now I'm using coupons believe it or not. |
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no real emotions ... no leaping rage or joy ... flat as a board ...
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Anxiety. It's very draining.
I want to be more open and outgoing to make more friends, but my anxiety always holds me back. Basically, I constantly worry what other people will think of me, and I'm afraid of doing something stupid that I'll regret. So, I tend to keep to myself. That's probably a large reason why I don't have friends anymore. I went from having a large handful of friends to having none. I tend to shut everyone out when I'm anxious. |
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Hope you feel "something" soon ![]()
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Lamictal Rexulti Wellbutrin Xanax XR .5 Xanax .25 as needed |
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loss of motivation
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Not getting out of bed, cleaning my apartment, heading to gym.
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Lactimal 175 mg Pristiq 100 mg Gabapentin 1800 mg Klonopin 1mg. Major depression Social anxiety disorder |
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Social anxiety is a tough thing to overcome. These days I am down to two friends and they are not what I would call close friends.
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I traded it in for a whole 'nother world A pirate flag and an island girl |
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Wear a tin foil hat. As long as you're confident it looks better than without. Really (just is so paradoxical that confidence is hard: common sense, so just insanity, trumps emotion and reason)! You've got it the wrong way round (probably): it's not doing the right thing that gives you confidence, it is confidence making things right! (I sell T-shirts with that one ![]() Same with mania: people suddenly see the crazy after they've believed in you for way too long. You were crazy to begin with. Just be it with pride! Integrate some (or all if you want) of that mania in your "true self". You can if you don't feel it's something "wrong": it's better than doing things with no confidence and all your morality and rationality completely intact. Believe me: I am utterly crazy and don't hide it and have great friendships. I really hope you don't give up! Be yourself and love it, no matter what.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Threads being closed or deleted. Sins not being remembered (mine and those of others). Helpful explanations not being remembered. Displacement and delusions you cannot fight (obviously).
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Thought police (possibly: haven't heard back) making it impossible to share and ask questions about anything other than my cat or my emotional state (still very stable, thank you).
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Sorry, didn't get that (I don't see the smily).
Now I do. Still didn't get that.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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Today it's my anxiety. But that's everday. I can't even eat anything without feeling like puking and I was on verge of having a panic attack before and had to go on break and come outside. Right now I'm sitting here trying not to freak out.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Tomorrow we don't have classes because of a strike.
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Only that day dawns to which we are awake. — Henry David Thoreau |
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Being tired from Latuda three times daily
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If you are worried about threads being deleted (or closed): it's probably just those of mine, so if you don't reply to those none of your posts will be deleted (probably).
Sorry if I am not in time reading any of your posts, if you do. No worries. ![]()
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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I was just wondering what that all was about. I'm confused lol |
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Not important for who it doesn't concern, I guess, but certainly no cause for confusion, too much attention.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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My older daughter said she'd call me today, but she didn't.
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I have to go back to work and I'm already freaked out about it. I'm afraid it will cause instability. But I'm trying to keep calm by reminding myself to not take what the students say/do personally and that there's only two and a half months left.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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Im mad about this disorder taking over the job i love and causing me problems. It pisses me off to no end.
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Spring allergies bite!
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