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Apr 04, 2016, 04:27 PM
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Possible trigger:
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Apr 04, 2016, 04:34 PM
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I feel the same about my mother and my cat, my only family. Left it too late to have kids.
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Apr 04, 2016, 04:36 PM
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And you will be right. HUGS!!!.
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Apr 04, 2016, 05:41 PM
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HUGS
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Apr 04, 2016, 09:22 PM
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I'm sorry you're still experiencing these thoughts. I don't know how you've been surviving them! But it's nice to see you checking in here. I don't have kids of my own but I have two step kids. And honestly, I take a lot of my bad days out on them especially lately. It's embarrassing, exhausting, something I can't take back yet they give me a hug and tell me they love me every day. And sometimes I'm so misserable I can't even relax enough to hug tightly back. How could they love ME so unconditionally after my attitude everyday?! I don't deserve it that's for dam sure lol. Let this be a sign to you that you are a person worthy of loving no matter how dark your thoughts may get. ((Hugs from one crazy to another lol)). Please keep checking in with us!
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Apr 04, 2016, 09:29 PM
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I'm sorry you're in so much pain. I'm glad your kids can give you some relief.
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Apr 04, 2016, 09:34 PM
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I know the feeling. Especially now that my husband is gone, it's an absolute priority to keep myself going for my son. No matter how much the depression tells me he would be better without me, I know he wouldn't. Especially now.
I hope your mind calms down soon.
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