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Nov 25, 2016, 02:12 AM
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I don't know, guys. I don't like being put down like that. I feel better now than I have in a long time. I don't want to ruin that for myself. I just feel so free right now and I don't want to feel trapped anymore.
I don't know why I'm posting this other than to keep a record for myself and rambling on.
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Nov 25, 2016, 02:23 AM
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Keep posting if it helps. Ramble on.
What does the high feel like? I hate feeling trapped too, it is the WORST feeling I can feel. What makes you feel trapped?
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Nov 25, 2016, 02:42 AM
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The depression makes me feel like there's no way out. The doctor says that's actually my norm, I guess. Which is why he's trying to even me out and start an antidepressant. It just makes me feel like I'm never going to get better and I'm trapped inside my mind. I hate it, unless I'm like this I just can't get out of my mind.
It just feels like I'm able to do everything that comes to mind. I might be able to work again because I have unlimited energy. I also feel like I can do so many things without fear, unlike any other time.
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Nov 25, 2016, 02:43 AM
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Nov 25, 2016, 05:08 AM
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When I am high or euphoric I feel amazing beyond words; invincible, unconquerable, god-like with super-powers, feels like I am one with the universe and know EVERYTHING. My mind races yet I am super-focused...I could go on. I certainly don't want to come down and be 'trapped' by 'normal' life and experiences. Sadly, one way or another the high comes down and it can be truly horrendous. The manic cannot stay forever and generally the higher and longer it goes on the deeper and darker you will fall.
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Nov 25, 2016, 09:22 AM
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Depression sucks monkey balls as I like to say. I too feel trapped and it scares me sometimes because of all the racing thoughts that go on inside my brain. Last night for example,we were at the dinner table and eventually I just walked away and went to my room. No one even bothered to come check on me
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Nov 25, 2016, 10:56 AM
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Nov 25, 2016, 11:02 AM
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
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