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Old May 12, 2016, 04:25 PM
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I'm told that one sign that I'm getting manic is when I get overly religious. I've read this before and I can look back and recognize it. I haven't been to a church in a long time, but I do enjoy it when I'm doing well mentally.

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Old May 14, 2016, 01:40 PM
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I become convinced I'm being recruited by religious sects when manic. I feel like all these signs put in front of me are people manipulating me into joining a religion. It's very distressing. Last manic episode, I thought I was being stalked by a religious cult. My son's friend was staying with us, and I kicked him out because I was sure he was part of it. (Don't worry, he had an even better place to go to, he's safe)

I get very spiritual when manic, but I do tell myself it's probable psychosis. I hope I can get into a religion and I hope it will help me, rather than hurt me in the future. Something is steering me towards Mormonism, Which is strange because I primarily identify as atheist. I don't believe in religious texts. But something about what the Mormons have in their eyes.....they look sincere to me.
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Old May 14, 2016, 01:54 PM
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When I was young I think I may have had something akin to this problem. But as I've gotten older I've "evolved" into a complete atheist... plus I don't have anything resembling mania anymore.

I do still, on occasion, get these sudden flights of spiritual fantasy that wash over me unexpectedly where I imagine myself turning into some kind of spiritual grand master. However, I know these flights of fancy are just silliness & they don't last long.
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Old May 14, 2016, 02:13 PM
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When I am overly manic I feel more aware of the invisible world, and this spurs on my 'religious' thoughts of the super natural. I feel more psychic. I feel more like something is trying to tell me something. I feel like I am getting special messages from the great beyond.

I personally think organized religions are about how to control multitudes - I think it had its place in history, but now should be outlawed. I think many people abuse children by forcing them to believe in invisible judgements and unreasonable laws and doctrine.
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Old May 14, 2016, 03:45 PM
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I get it when I'm manic too
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Old May 14, 2016, 07:56 PM
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I become convinced I'm being recruited by religious sects when manic. I feel like all these signs put in front of me are people manipulating me into joining a religion. It's very distressing. Last manic episode, I thought I was being stalked by a religious cult. My son's friend was staying with us, and I kicked him out because I was sure he was part of it. (Don't worry, he had an even better place to go to, he's safe)

I get very spiritual when manic, but I do tell myself it's probable psychosis. I hope I can get into a religion and I hope it will help me, rather than hurt me in the future. Something is steering me towards Mormonism, Which is strange because I primarily identify as atheist. I don't believe in religious texts. But something about what the Mormons have in their eyes.....they look sincere to me.
I've always been curious about Mormons. I've been given their "Book of Mormon" a couple of times. I've only glanced at them. A couple of young Mormon guys came by the house one day and we had a good conversation. They seem to be very sincere.

My parents took us to southern Baptist churches until they became Jehovah's Witnesses when I was 14. This is about the time I started showing bipolar behavior. Witnesses are very different, or viewed that way, like Mormons. I believe in God and His son, Jesus Christ. But I don't believe it is for me to tell anyone what they "should" believe. We are all individually responsible for what we choose to believe or not believe. Life is too short to be misled into religion that keeps us from being our real self and enjoying what is good in life.

My manic experiences with religion cover a long time. Some of the worst are when I feel the devil or satan is trying to influence my mind and actions. This is usually when I have gotten to the psycotic end phase of mania and end up in a hospital.
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Old May 14, 2016, 11:21 PM
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I'm fairly traditionally religious (Roman Catholic) but sometimes I get the idea that I was sent into a particular situation as a messenger or healer from God. This always coincides with hypo/manic episodes. I used to think it was a natural part of being a Christian, so it disappoints me to think that these mystical experiences are probably psychosis rather than miracles of faith. I'd prefer to believe the latter.
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Old May 15, 2016, 05:12 AM
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Yup ... as a few others before me have said - there's a definite correlation for me when I'm manic and my increase in religiosity. I do things and think things that I likely wouldn't when I'm stable.
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