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#726
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I was able to recognize my triggers and to make a "prevent plan"!
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#727
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I'm putting on my game face and going out into the world, devoid of tears and fears and all of the other things that wrap me in riddles.
I think that having the inner strength to do this is positive, Right???
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
#728
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Went to work and stopped for a haircut on the way home
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
#729
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
#730
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Went to T, and made dinner.
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#731
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Went grocery shopping. Talked on the phone. Sort of filled pill boxes. Took a nap. Had my FWB over. Got a shower.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
#732
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Got Spotify sorted...music playing constantly.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD ![]() "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
#733
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Took the AA meeting to the hospitaldetox. Talked to two of the patients about bipolar and alcoholism. They both wanted to get sober, were open minded, honest and willing. All it takes. i got out of myself. It felt good to help someone else and not think about my own problems.
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#734
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played trivia (7/10)
eaten breakfast/ sorted food for later. put uplifting music on opened advent calendar (and actually didn't swallow the paper, lol) ordered some cranberry juice/ tried a new flavour of juice, apple and strawberry actually trying to be festive (not overly, but trying to at least tolerate it) |
#735
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I got up and went back to work for the first time in a week.
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Dx: BP2 and MDD Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia Diagnosed in May 2016 |
#736
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Took the day off tomorrow to see my pdoc and beg him to get me out of this mania before I get out of control
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Love and Light, CloserToTheMid Bipolar I - Lamictal, Geodon http://closertothemid.wordpress.com |
#737
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Had a really good tai chi class.
Shared more information about BP with my new SO, she asked for it. |
#738
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I bought toilet bowl cleaner and Kleenex and shampoo. All needed things.
Talked to the study folks about what I ate yesterday. Took a stool sample. (Oh yeah best part of the study!).
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
#739
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Did not cancel my p.doc appointment when I was (still am) pretty tempted to
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
#740
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I like my Pdoc appointments. Get meds straightened out. Talk a bit about how life is going. Any side effects? That kind of thing. Why are you tempted to not go? Don't you need med refills at least?
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
#741
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Went to pdoc. Missed the appointment but got another one for next week.
Made dinner. Picked a meal that the whole family could eat. |
#742
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That's no small feat- getting everybody to eat the same thing!
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
#743
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Hardly slept but been listening to music non-stop - thanks Spotify!. Loving it
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD ![]() "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
#744
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eaten breakfast/ sorted food for later
actually scored 12 out of 12 on trivia (though today's questions were all about the little mermaid, can you actually blame me?) I love that movie. drank actual apple juice, not just soda put uplifting music on |
#745
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oh yeah.
I found a setting on thunderbird to clear my deleted emails on exit so I set that on all my accounts. makes it so much faster |
#746
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shoveled the walk way, took out 3 garbage bag's of trash, called to make appointment with Doctor about my meds.
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#747
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Did the dishes
Talked with a friend Went to church choir with my younger son
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
#748
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Managed to do all my shoulder and jaw exercises for the day. I often miss a few.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD ![]() "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
#749
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eaten breakfast
thanked the support team for bending the rules and getting my issue sorted clean clothes uplifting (actually christmas,) music |
#750
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Listening to music (my own) at Starbucks with coffee and going to meet a study coordinator soon at home for my second visit.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice ingrezza 80 mg Propranolol 40 mg Benztropine 1 mg Vraylar 4.5 mg Risperdal .5 mg ![]() Gabapentin 600 mg Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily |
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