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Do you think you can endure more physical pain when manic?
I definitely think so and from my experience I can. That and disinhibition, doesn't help with self-harming.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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It's something I've never thought about.
My sense generally tend to go out of whack when manic so it wouldn't surprise me if my pain threshold did go up a notch when manic. |
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I can definitely tolerate more pain when I'm manic, a lot more pain. I've fallen asleep while getting tattooed when I was manic. I have a high pain tolerance to begin with, and I actually like pain. My husband and I are into BDSM and when I'm manic we usually end up taking our pain play a lot further.
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Bipolar I Borderline Personality Disorder ADHD Generalized Anxiety Disorder "You," he said, "are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.” ― Emilie Autumn, The Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls |
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I wanted to start a thread about this (might still do), but I thought it might be triggering, but, for here, since you admitted it yourself: I also like pain. As in, self-harming has something pleasurable about it. And indeed, can be mildly (sexually) arousing.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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There is something freeing and therapudic about it for me. (Which is true of my being a submissive in general) it's kind of like the whole world stops and I can focus on one thing and all the voices and thoughts and chaos stop just for that moment. It's a relief and a brief pause from everything that makes my life hard.
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I know I can. I don't feel pain as badly when manic. My chronic pain issues lessen significantly. When depressed, they intensify. I've been watching this pattern through my past few cycles.
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