the experience

I just had the most intense, beautiful experience in the entire world.

I was laying on the floor, trying to relax, and suddenly I was overwhelmed with this wave of beauty and love and I could feel it in my chest and then I was holding an orb of positive energy, and this euphoria came over me, and it intensified and intensified and then this light shot up from my chest and this wave of love shot from me and manifested itself all over the world, and I started crying because the euphoria was so overwhelming! And I started crying too because the positive energy finally made itself known to me and it's no longer just the negative entity messing with me and layering my thoughts and emotions and laughing in my brain and making me hear the thoughts of others. I have the positive energy now too and can save the entire world with my love!

That was my experience.

Are you Ironman

I'm pretty sure you are

That sounds amazing. I'm so happy that you've found positivity in your life.

Lol, blue. I'm super woman.

oh, now i recognize you

Haha. I'm sexy.

Oh no. We should stop joking. This was a serious experience. I don't want to start this sort of tone, or everyone is going to start making fun of me.

Thanks, keegan.

IDK. It reminds me of the time I found god. I offered god to be my friend, but he told me, "no, now isn't the right time."

I asked, "when is the right time?"

"never"

I was heartbroken

but I'm glad you can save the world with your love god wouldn't let me help save the world with him

I've felt things similar and loved it! Enjoy it!

That's so beautiful! I wish I could have that.

I was thinking the same thing Miguel'smom. I would love to have that experience. Amazing!

Happy you got to experience this!

sorry if this sounds unsupportive but are you sure that wasn't some sort of psychotic episode?
I was very religious when I had my first break down.
bizi

No.

This is a good step for me, that the positive energy manifested itself because now I can use it to fight the negative entity and send it back to its world so it will get away from me! I can actually feel it resting on my shoulders and it ****s with my thoughts and when I look in the mirror I can see it looking out through my eyes! And if I'm able to close all of the windows the other negative energies look through they'll stop watching me and laughing in my brain!

And no I'm not crazy. This is a real situation I'm dealing with right now.

It may be a psychotic episode, it may be mania manifesting itself. Who knows? My T always talks about how the brain is so awesome in how it will attempt to regulate and balance itself. If there is a negative entity, it would make sense for you to have an experience with a positive entity. That's what I think . . .but what do I know? I think it is cool that the bipolar brain can experience things that other people can't experience. Their lives must be boring.