[Spaceyspace]

Rough couple of days. My mind is going so fast with so much my body can't seem to catch up. I'm physically a zombie. I can't seem to do much purposeful action like doing the dishes, vacuuming etc. I've read a lot of Russian surrealism from the 70's, feeling like it speaks to me. Reacquainted myself with Hegel, read some other stuff too. That's all I can really manage right now. Reading and ruminating.

I had a situation where my prescriber dumped me bc I'm too complex but I found another prescribed at my clinic. My therapist helped me out. She thought the whole situation was handled poorly.

So basically I have to wait out the month like this, and I feel like my brain is going to pop. I have static and buzzing. I'm only on celexa prazocin and migraine stuff topamax and others from my neuro.

Aaaagggh!!!

[cincidak]

Are you bipolar? My thoughts used to be the same way. I couldn't stop thinking , and ruminating. I was like a dog running a track. Back and forth. I sat and stared at the walls thinking for ten or twelve hours a day. Then I'd sleep. I only ate microwavable food. They put me on an antipsychotic after that because I was also having bouts of extreme mania. Now my mind is calm. I hope the same for you in your upcoming appointment. I wish it were sooner for you. I definitely know what it's like waiting for help, or for a need medication to kick in. Stay strong.

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All I do is sit, stare and think. I'm too sick for much else. I feel your pain and hope you get the help you need.

[Spaceyspace]

Originally Posted by cincidak

Are you bipolar? My thoughts used to be the same way. I couldn't stop thinking , and ruminating. I was like a dog running a track. Back and forth. I sat and stared at the walls thinking for ten or twelve hours a day. Then I'd sleep. I only ate microwavable food. They put me on an antipsychotic after that because I was also having bouts of extreme mania. Now my mind is calm. I hope the same for you in your upcoming appointment. I wish it were sooner for you. I definitely know what it's like waiting for help, or for a need medication to kick in. Stay strong.

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Yes, possibly szchizoaffective. I've been on ap's before some with disastrous effects and only the risperdal was OK but it pooped out quickly. I would like to try lithium again but the last time I was on it I got very sick even though my levels were low.

[cincidak]

I took six different aps before they found the right fit for me. I take Saphris,and Geodon now. I'm asking my pdoc tomorrow if I can just take a higher dose of Geodon because it's weight neutral. I took Seroquel, Abilify, Latuda, and Risperdal before these. Either the side effects were to bad, or they did nothing for me. I don't know what you've tried, but there are quite a few out there. I've never been on Lithium. I'm scared to try it.

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