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It's currently 7am on Sunday morning. I can't remember EVER seeing this time at the weekend.
I'm having obsessive thoughts again. I keep dreaminf/thinking about my Drama therapist who has now left. She left at the start of March. Problem is I think I'm I'm love with her. Over the last 3-4 weeks I have become obsessed again with her but also with tv characters who have all had bipolar. I have been watching YouTube videos of them constantly. I feel like a right weirdo..... what I'd wring with me.... I'm sitting crying as I write this Sent from my SM-A300FU using Tapatalk |
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((((((Hugs))))) Sorry your crying.
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I'm bipolar 1, agoraphobic, ocd, and gad. Fairly happy go lucky. Prozac 20mg Geodon 80mg Saphris 10mg Lamictal 150mg All I can offer is my heartfelt honesty |
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Are you doing any better?
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Yes how are you now?
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I'm bipolar 1, agoraphobic, ocd, and gad. Fairly happy go lucky. Prozac 20mg Geodon 80mg Saphris 10mg Lamictal 150mg All I can offer is my heartfelt honesty |
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obsessive thoughts are very hard to give up .... took me long time ... and I still relapse now and then ... but you can over come them .... be gentle with yourself ...
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...Out of night and alarm Out of terrible dreams Reach me your hand! This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep: The white peace of the waking. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~ Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart ![]() Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN |
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everyone has different thoughts on this but the only thing that will stop obsessive thoughts for me is an antipsychotic...or I completely shut off my brain with a benzo...I think the AP is a safer choice in my case
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Today I feel so much better no obsessive thoughts through the night and I slept 14 hours solid. I'm still not 100% though I know it. I have had these thoughts/behaviour before about the same things but that was when I was manic. I don't feel manic. I take Serequol (AP) have done for years. But it's been getting lowered as I'm too sedated during the day. One thing I'm getting obsessed about is washing my hands which is a bad thing for me as I had this problem since I was 17 (14 years ago). I had a slight eating problem at the same time. I feel a little crazy at the moment
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