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For past week I've been feeling pretty low. From sleeping 20+ hours straight to not eating to eating bad, crying, questioning my worth, reflecting on how I got to this point to yesterday being energetic went to the gym ate healthy, to feeling miserable today crying hopeless and distraught. What the f is wrong with me? Why was yesterday better and how do I keep that going. I hate this feeling of hopelessness but I have no hope I feel I'm going to remain overweight, at my crappy job and single for the rest of my life. That's not what I want, but I have no hope now.
One of my recent posts I took steps to be great again, I feel that was written by a different person today. God please wipe my tears I hate this constant struggle. Need a lifeline.
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Today I felt sad for the most part and their were a few hours of laughter I had and socability. Now it's totally non existent. I'm in such a dark place both figuratively and literally. I'm sorry for wining and ranting but I'm not well right now and need support.
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First of all BIG HUGS to you. I know its hard. I am constantly questioning my worth, I hate being overweight, and I hate being single. But sometimes you have to try and find the good things. The good moments. Things that make YOU happy, like a favorite song, a favorite book or even something simple as a funny show on tv or Netflix. Since you're online look up wacky YouTube videos for a chuckle. Life is about moments. So make yours damn good ones!!
Good luck to you and plenty of hugs! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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In my post about being great I said to have fun each day. Right now I'm in tears and can't get off my bed. I left a message with my pdoc knowing she isn't in but I need something I'm anxious sad I'm not well.
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HUGS Boogie, I've been there and I know the struggle, I wish you peace from this very soon!!
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I'm so sorry you are struggling like this. I wish I had the words to cure you. Big hugs!
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