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#1
Jun 27, 2016, 12:33 PM
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Does anyone else have severe suicidal thinking and fear your impulses will catch up with your thoughts and cause you to act on your thoughts?
I don't really want to die. I am just afraid of myself.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#2
Jun 27, 2016, 12:38 PM
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((((Hugs)))) yes. If you are feeling like this, you should seek out additional help. I have tried to overdose impulsively several times. It's so easy to just give in one second and the next second scream "what did I do". If you feel suicidal and impulsive, please talk to a doctor, tell someone you love so they can keep an eye on you. (((Hugs)))
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#3
Jun 27, 2016, 01:18 PM
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Yes, please seek out additional help and support right now, like Elsa I have acted on these impulses as well. Big HUGS and stay safe
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Jun 27, 2016, 02:15 PM
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I agree. When I start fearing myself in that manner, I call the doc.
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| Anrea
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#5
Jun 27, 2016, 03:45 PM
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This is when I wind up IP. I don't think it is safe outside the hospital feeling like that.
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Jun 27, 2016, 06:04 PM
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Yes, that's why I OD twice, and almost a third time due to impulse and suicidal thoughts mixing together. I didn't really even want to die I don't think... The first OD is what landed me.back into treatment after 4yrs w/o treatment of any kind.
If.you feel as.if you're going to hurt yourself, seek out help.
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#7
Jun 27, 2016, 06:05 PM
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Yes its hard. As Elsa said call someone close to you or someone you can reach out to. (((BIG HUGS))) and stay safe.
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#8
Jun 27, 2016, 06:19 PM
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Oh yes, definitely...my heart goes out to you (((hugs)))
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#9
Jun 27, 2016, 06:22 PM
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Thank you for your thoughtful responses. I asked this very question to my mom yesterday and she asked what I meant by the statement. I belittled my response because I felt it was too much and too unfair for my mom to take on. I guess I will text my pdoc and see what he says. I am not sure if I have room to increase my remeron or not.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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#10
Jun 27, 2016, 07:18 PM
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That is very serious. I too have acted while suicidal and impulsive. It is a dangerous combination. Do all you can to stay safe. Even getting your Mum to hold your meds for a while. Take care
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD  "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#11
Jun 27, 2016, 08:01 PM
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Prayers for you Sarah, stay safe xx
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| Anrea, cashart10
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