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Jun 26, 2016, 02:21 PM
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I have been on quite the ride for a few days. You know, being up always feels good at first. I was headed to my pdoc's office on Thursday thinking, "I hope he does not mess up this 'high'." He did of course, but only for a little while. By evening, I was back to flying again. On Friday, however, I was miserable. I felt like I was in a virtual reality video game (while I was driving). I really don't know how safe that was. I had to sign some documents that I couldn't even process (it had to be done on Friday). I had to sit in a gym with noise and lights and movement and people around me. All. Day. Long. I was miserable. Saturday was a little better and today, I feel like I am crashing. Like I am going from 'up' to 'down' bypassing 'middle ground.' So not fair. Just hanging on wondering where I am going to land.
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Jun 26, 2016, 03:31 PM
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The Skeezyks offers his best wishes for a soft landing, UpDownMiddleGround...
 
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Jun 26, 2016, 03:43 PM
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Thanks Skeezyks
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Jun 27, 2016, 05:44 AM
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Hang in there. Thinking of you.
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Jun 27, 2016, 07:08 AM
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Oh no, thats tough. I really hope you find the middle ground soon. Keep posting if it helps.
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Jun 27, 2016, 08:44 AM
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Wish you hadn't lost your feeling good. I.hope you are lifted up again soon.
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Jun 27, 2016, 11:43 AM
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I wish I had not lost it either. I feel like I'm sinking. Worry, paranoia, fatigue, hopelessness. I feel like I am sinking. Unfortunately, my pdoc was right. I refuse to call him.
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